I can't seem to write about my mother,
I don't think anything I could say could express the anger and sadness I have towards her.
She tries to love me like she loves herself, in bursts, fragments, hurt from the men who have broken her before.
She is Not entirely sure how to parent a child who she does recognize, who is growing up to be someone who she didn't groom to be.
Someone she doesn't approve of.
She tries to put back our relationship like a broken puzzle. Finally Realizing the pain she has caused me
trying to rewind time to before she ruined our relationship forever.
My mother is a complex topic
One I have not entirely worked through yet something I still don't completely understand.
She is a master manipulator, making me feel bad for her actions, changing my decisions about myself and who I am to better benefit her beliefs.
I'm not entirely sure how to write about my mother. Because maybe she just isn't worth my time like I am not hers
YOU ARE READING
A Collection Of My Thoughts.
PoetryAll poetry is mine. - - A gathering of my deepest thoughts and feelings compiled into one small book of poetry. trigger warning = (tw) - - Stay safe xx Logan
