Glow

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The glow on my skin now compared to the dull sunken in frame I was once in is terrifying

"You look beautiful, you have a glow"

The glow of no longer being malnourished, the glow from no longer having brittle bones and low iron. The glow of recovery,
but why do I feel duller then ever?

My cheeks have regained their colour and you can touch my hips without feeling bone but if you comment on it don't blame me if I don't reply.
My head will be  swarmed with the thoughts of new diet plans and my calorie intake that day.
I'm too busy thinking of ways to relapse and prove to myself that I can achieve what I wanted to look like before

I don't want to glow anymore

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