Flower Trail | nct doyoung x reader

13 ~ Coward

You sat on jungwoos couch and you were wrapped in a large blanket while you sipped the tea he made for you. Jaehyun and mark were sitting on either side of you trying to comfort you.

You were happy your friends were here for you. After jaehyun, mark, and jungwoo found you in the park they brought you to jungwoos to try to figure out what happened. 

Your heart constricted as mark spoke "so what happened y/n"

It felt like a hand was crushing your heart as you tried to speak about what had happened with doyoung but your thoughts were interrupted when jungwoos apartment door slammed open and there was a heavily breathing sicheng and lucas

"what happened, we ran over" lucas huffed out and you couldn't help but smile as lucas almost fell as he ran into the living room

"what happened" sicheng asked as he approached you and gently toughed your shoulder, or tired to but you were buried in the blanket that jungwoo wrapped you in. It was probably hard to even determine where your shoulder was, only your head was outside of the blanket.

"ugh sicheng. I hate yellow" jungwoo groaned as his pink blanket had turned yellow and sicheng sighed "sorry" then he continued touching the blanket over and over again to try to get a pink color. You giggled in amusement while you watched the blanket color change while jungwoo was scolding sicheng.

However, your happy mood was quickly broken when lucas decided to finally speak "so y/n, what happened" you froze while a frown instantly replaced the smile on your face. You were back to thinking about what happened and your mood plummeted.

"doyoung and I got in an argument" you whispered out not wanting to tell them about your feelings for doyoung. You just wanted to forget about your feelings, he clearly never wanted to see you again. You knew telling your friends about your feelings would only be like confirming them so you decided to keep them to yourself.

"what do you mean, what happened" jungwoo questioned.

"h-he said he never wanted to see them again... the flowers" you said while staring at the ground since you trailed flowers into jungwoos apartment and mark looked very confused.

"what but he loves your flowers, that guy is like your number one fan" mark stated

You felt your heart constrict as you felt the familiar stinging pain in your chest but you spoke "well not anymore. He basically said he never wants to see me again"

"THAT JERK" mark screamed and jungwoo cried out watching as mark slammed his fist against the small table in front of the couch as it split in two

"MARK MY TABLE" jungwoo screamed while you looked own at jungwoos small broken table, it was definitely not going to be usable anymore. You couldn't help but smile slightly as jungwoo grabbed marks collar and was violently shaking him. Jungwoo was yelling at mark asking him to pay for a new table as jaehyun turned your attention towards him and away from your two fighting friends

"I don't see why he would say something like that" jaehyun said while looking confused but you didn't want to talk about it anymore, your heart hurt too much. Jaehyun noticed your expression and he sighed

"okay um... let's not talk about it, how about we all watch a movie instead" he asked but you got up and spoke "I'm going to go home I just want to be alone" the you walked out of jungwoos apartment and headed upstairs to your floor. 

You entered your apartment and as soon as the door closed behind you tears fell down your face again as you were finally alone.

You quickly went to your room and buried yourself in your bed while you cried

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Doyoung froze when he said it, he didn't mean it, he loved the small little flower trail y/n made but he was desperate the be left alone. He needed some time to think.

So he said those terrible words and instantly regretted it when he saw her crying face. He wanted to hug her and tell her everything was okay but she smiled through her tears and doyoungs heart broke even further.

"I-I'm sorry I will leave you alone" she said before running away. Doyoung watched as she made a small flower trail and he desperately wanted to follow it to her but he was a scared, he was scared that if he asked her she would confirm his fears, she would confirm that she doesn't feel the same

His eyes watered as he felt his heart shatter realizing he had made y/n cry

Doyoung walked to his apartment as he felt his heart constrict in pain every time he thought about y/n and he desperately tried to calm his aching heart. He had arrived at his apartment and he walked inside trying to forget about the look on y/n's face as he had said such horrible things to her

Then doyoungs thoughts were interrupted when he noticed taeyong walk in, he had promised to help doyoung with his surprise. Doyoung was supposed to lead y/n to the park to confess where yuta, taeyong, and taeil would be waiting with a cake he made for her yesterday.

Taeyongs eyes widened while he approached doyoung "what's wrong".

"I-I couldn't confess" doyoung stuttered out and it seemed like his emotions finally were all let out as he cried and taeyongs eyes widened while he hugged him. Taeil then walked in holding the large cake and he screamed "doyoung what's wrong, did she say no" he whispered but taeyong spoke "he couldn't confess to her" 

Taeil frowned while moving to sit next to doyoung and he patted his back in comfort

"DOYOUNG WE WAITED AT THAT PARK FOR AN HOUR-" yuta stopped yelling when he notice doyoung crying. 

Doyoung was absolutely heartbroken. He was grateful that his friends weren't asking about why he didn't confess, he didn't want to have to relive the moment he had with y/n today.

"I think I want to be alone" doyoung said as taeyong gave him a concerned look but eventually he started leaving, and the other two followed.

Doyoung felt his heart hurt as he kept seeing the image of y/n as tears streamed down her face, he was so afraid of y/n not returning his feelings that he simply pushed her away and he hurt her. No matter how much he tried to push the thought away he knew... he was a coward