You know, I freezed my feelings..
I turned flipped the switch.
Why?
Because I'm tired of being hurt..
I'm tired of being disappointed
I'm tired of consuming my feelings and hurting myself for other people..
I'm just done with them.
Now I can't feel anything.
I'm just a carcase of something that used to a human full of joy and love.
I'm the carcase of something that used to be a caring human..
I used to be a warm human,
Now, I'm just stone cold.
It's scary sometimes.
Because I can't feel happiness or love for anything or anyone.
But I got used to it.
I got used with this feeling of being empty.
And even if I wanted, i don't think that I know how to turn that switch on.
