Do you remember your first love?
Well, of course you do.
It was your first kiss, your first "I love you" that made you feel something.
It was the first time you felt special.
Maybe your fist love was your last one too.
Or maybe your first love was your first heartbreak too.

Our first love is the person that opens up our eyes to the rest of the world,
They show you that, not all your relationships are going to be as bad or good as this,
They show you that, with each day you can love more and more a person.

When your first love, it's your first heartbreak too,
You can feel your heart shattering into pieces.
You feel like you did something wrong,
Like it was all your fault.
Even if, it isn't,
Because sometimes, your first love, is meant to prepare you,
For all the heartbreaks, for all the pain and the suffering that are gonna come in the way.
When the heartbreak comes,
So does blaming, blaming yourself,
Then blaming others.
After that, you come to the realization that,
Maybe after all it wasn't anyone's fault,
Maybe it wasn't meant to be.
And after that stage, you can still feel your heart skipping a beat when you see them.

You're heartbroken, but you still love them.
You still crave their touch.
But after some time, you'll heal
You won't feel the little skip that your heart does,
You'll see it as a lesson,
You'll be grateful for all those moments you had,
For all the memories you made.

This might take days, months, even years,
But it will happen.
You'll meet new people, you'll have new lovers,
Maybe you'll even meet your soulmate.

Even after you will heal, you'll still remember it.
Even if there are just memories,
They are happy ones.
They are the memories of your first love.
Why you may ask.
Well, that's because your first love is powerful,
And it's hard forget.
But, as powerful as your first love is,
Your last will be even more powerful.
It will be your last person, your last love.

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