starstruck ♡ changlix (slow updates)

fourteen ✧

   after a year, a lot had happened for the guys. they had had 3 comebacks so far & had gotten so popular. the boys were all so proud of each other, & that's what mattered. the 8 of them, until the very end. felix & changbin, though?

   they still hadn't told the fans.

   the boys were always very affectionate, hugging & cuddling all the time, which the fans were used to, but what they weren't used to was sasaeng photos of a certain two of the boys holding hands at the airport, & supposedly kissing behind a hat.

   chan & hyunjin were the firsts to find out, breaking the news to the rest of the boys before telling changbin. to say changbin was stressed about the news was an understatement; changbin had warned felix so many times that it was a bad idea for public pda, but felix never seemed to care. changbin knew he would care hearing this news, however.

   changbin headed up to felix's room, the door wide open, as felix was laying on his bed on his stomach. flipping through a notebook, the boy hummed miroh to himself, taking to notice to his boyfriend in the doorway. changbin approached the younger, crouching in front of his & squishing his cheeks.

   "baby!" felix's eyes widened as he saw his boyfriend, kissing his face all over. changbin smiled, felix's cute little giggles filling the room, but he knew he had to break the news, although he didn't want to. "hi, angel, i have to tell you something," changbin said softly, lifting himself up & sitting on the bed with lix. "oh, okay! shoot," felix replied, facing his boyfriend with full attention.

   changbin swallowed hard. please let this go okay. "lixie, these... these, pictures were posted of us," the older sighed, pulling up the pictures on his phone & showing them to felix. felix's face turned white. "oh gosh," the two sat in silence for a moment, changbin holding felix's hand tight. he understood that lix needed a moment to process it all.

   "what are we gonna do?" felix spoke so quietly, the mix of his soft voice & tears welling in his eyes breaking changbin's heart even more. "well... whatever you want, my love. if you aren't ready to tell the fans, that's perfectly fine, but if you are ready, i am ready whenever you are. i want you to be happy." changbin spoke, millions of thoughts in his head.

   felix didn't know what to do. he was scared. he loved changbin more than anything in the world, & telling the fans would risk so much for the both of them. "i want to do whatever is gonna make you happiest, binnie. i am scared but we won't have to hide anymore," felix spoke, staring at their hands.

   "do you... do you wanna tell them then, lix?" changbin locked their eyes, his heart starting to race. the two had been trying to do this for over a year, & this could possibly be their moment.

   with bravery in his eyes, felix looked up at his boyfriend, a small smile in his face. "yes, hyung. i'm ready."

   changbin pulled the younger into his arms, giving his boy a big kiss & the warmest, most genuine smile. "i love you so much, felix. we're in this together. i won't let anybody hurt you. we can do it." changbin spoke, felix hiding his face in his boy's shoulder, trying to hide his happy tears.

   "together."

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HELLO EVERYONE!!
i am sooooo sosososososososososo sorry for not updating in literally over a year. i truly am :(( i've had such such SUCH bad writer's block w this story, but i'm really trying to beat it. anyways, so much has happened since my last update.
- ALL 3 OF SKZ'S COMEBACKS SINCE THEN SLAP. YES. STREAM MIROH YOU PHAKES
- i'm starting high school after this summer! i'm graduating middle school in a few days :,)
- a lot of you were surprised to find out i'm a boy. yes, boy kpop stans & fanfic writers do exist!
- i've been soooooososososo busy this school year, so that's another reason why i haven't got to update much :,(
- ALSO, ALTHOUGH IT WAS LITERALLY A YEAR AGO, SKZ WERE AMAZING AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH. SO WERE NCT. AND IM SEEING ATEEZ THIS YEAR AT KCON AND THEYRE MY ULTS TOO SO IM SO SO SO EXCITED :,)
so yeah!!! wooo i'm so excited for summer. i hope i'll be able to update a lot then :,)
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also, this is just a filler chapter, the next one will be important! yayyyy!
so, as always, thank you so much for reading, it means the world! & THANK YOU FOR 22K READS, IT MEANS SO SO SO MUCH TO ME! I NEVER THOUGHT THIS BOOK WOULD GET THAT BIG!!! SO TYSM!!!
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