Save me. Im about to fall (Jimmy sullivan)

Save me Im about to fall(JImmy sullivan)-Stay together for the baby

"what did i tell you about wearing black Amy!!!!" its just a color Todd

I felt a blow to my face as he slapped me. i fell to the ground. I head Cheyenne begin to cry when i hit the ground. i couldn't help but begin to cry. i didn't want her to see her mother in pain, or getting hurt.

"tell that kid to shut up"

my poo baby, I'll get you out of here soon, i promise

I went upstairs to see Cheyenne. Tears blinded my vision as i picked her up from her crib. she whimpered and cried

"mommy?"

i nodded, "yes darling"

"mommy what's wrong"

for such a young girl she can speak very well

"nothing love, now get some sleep, we're going out tomorrow just you and me, would you like that?"

she nodded and i could tell she was happy. i could tell she didn't like her dad. shes so smart and i can't let him hurt her, I'll do anything too protect her

I watched as Cheyenne began to fall asleep. she looked so beautiful when she slept. she looked just like me. and a little like that man that conceivedher. I remembered the day she was born. 7 pounds and 6 oz. an averaged sized baby. she had blonde hair like mine. and blue eyes. the blode hair is no longer now it is Brown, a chocolate brown. she's beautiful.

I began to walk downstairs. the house seemed so quite. he left. thank god. this is our time to run and be free

I ran back upstairs to get my daughter. i grapped her things. she began to wakle up. i picked her up and put her in my arms. this is our change chy, we'll make it now. we'll be free.  promise see mommy kept her promise

"just where do you think your going" NO

Todd stepped in front of us, an angry expression on his face

"i-i I was taking her out for some air" he looked at me, a blank expression on his face i could tell he did not believe me

"sure you where, you where going to leave me"

please don't do it. not in front of the baby

Fear came into my body and i knew he could tell. He gave an evil grin.

"let me put her down"

he put her down. then he shoved me into the wall and began to scream at me "your not going to leave me you bitch. you belong to me. you will leave when i tell you!! do you understand me!"

i rolled over, fear in my eyes, tears rolled down my cheeks "now honey why are you so sad"

I stood up, in shock he's being nice, what the hell, he was never nice to me, well maybe the first year that we where together

"I'm not upset, I'm going to stay with Cheyenne for a while.

he left. and i went to see Cheyenne

she lied under her crib clencng her hands. my poor baby. mommy's so sorry

I felt like a horrible mother at that point. I went down to Cheyenne's level

"baby, come here. it's just mommy now. your safe, its' ok"

cheyenne came out from her crib shaking like a leaf, poor girl she has to get out of here. and fast, i can't let her see this.

I can't let her have my childhood....