Save me. Im about to fall (Jimmy sullivan)

save me I'm about to fall (jimmy sullivan) I'm nervous

the date was tonight. I  thought, i had no idea what i was going to wear, maybe a black dress would do? 

I wondered around the house thinking how Jimmy feels about tonight, it probably didn't bother him at all.  he probably thought it was nothing just a dinner with some girl he used to date, I'm nothing special. 

*Jimmy's P.O.V*

"Thanks" I told the guy behind the counter. at least i got flowers. that's a start

"So did you get them?" Brian asked

"yeah" 

i showed them to him. he seemed surprised, I still remember her favorite flower, Lilly's. how could i ever forget. she told me on our second date. I'll never forget that date. she looked so beautiful that day. 

"what if she doesn't want to get back together? she could only be doing this out of a kind gesture"

Brian pulled me out of my thoughts. I had to admit i almost think he could be on to something, it;s been a few years since i seen Amy or even heard from her until now. 

"I think she'll want to go out with me again, believe me, anyone is better then that piece of shit Todd., he got her pregnant. and then beat the crap out of her, " i couldn't control my anger i had for Todd, What me and Amy had he defiantly took advantage off. he was looking for a  women and somehow found Amy. i can't let it happen again.

Brian looked at me with a look

"who knows man, she could still love him, after all he is the father of Cheyenne"

Brian had no idea about Cheyenne, she wasn't Todd's or mine. I played along with it anyway. I knew it shouldn't tell Brian about this, even though he is one of my best friends. this is something amy has to do when she's ready

We continued walking around for a while until I was able to finally pick out another thing of flowers, 

I had to admit i was nervous, I've been wondering all day what she would wear. Just the thought of us going back out again put a smile on my face. 

this had to work

*normal*

I head Jimmy walk through the front door. I just put Cheyenne down for a nap. thank god my mother was able to come over to watch her. she seemed to happy that I was going back out with Jimmy again, 

I just don't know what do tell him about Gage

Maybe i should keep it a secret for a little while longer, I technically can't adopt gage myself because i had to give him up and I'm sure the foster parent's would not want me to take him. maybe i shouldn't say anything at all

I stepped into Cheyenne's room to watch her for a bit, I took my shower now i just had to put on my make up. I decided to wear my purple strapless dress with a black cardigan. i wore that dress on mine and Jimmy's first date. i remember that day, i had the same feeling i had now, 

I was nervous

I wish Todd never ruined it, for us, we both had big things planned for us. I was beginning to think of us getting married one day, maybe that will still happen? maybe he's still interested in me? no. he's just taking me out on a date because he feels sorry for me

I want this to work 

I watched Jimmy for a while  i was holding Cheyenne. she was a beauty and to my surprise looked like jimmy a bit, she had blueish eyes now, she loved him. she even calls him Dada. how cute

If everything goes the way i hope, cheyenne will have a father, A real father. that's all i can ask for my little girl. for someone to watch over her. Jimmy;s the right person for it.

"Hey, almost ready, I have reservations for us at 8" Jimmy smiled. 

I began to blush, I looked away quickly and nodded, 

he came up behind me and whispered in my ear "Thanks for coming to dinner with me tonight" 

I was blushing like mad and now i know he was able to tell.

I looked up and saw him in the mirror looking at me

he smiled and let me get ready,

I'm ready for tonight. I just hope he is too