Nothing Better Than Revenge (One Direction)

Chapter 15: ~Remember~

Purple's Note: Hey, Thank you all so much! I hope you haven't forgotten me. I have a pile of homework but I can't concentrate so I'm writing this to summon some creative energy XD This is a bit short :<

I've always loved Yiruma's music. So If you listen to it, you would know exactly how Emm feels. 

Enjoy! :)

**Change of Point of View: Emmily**

In the white walled room, a speaker suddenly blasted through. It was annoying for me. They are really playing with us aren't they? I mean, I could already smell that the pairing was rigged. The wheel that the boys spinned was controlled, I just know it. Surely, fate isn't cruel enough to pair me with my ex boyfriend AND chain my right hand to him. Damn, sometimes I wish I was left handed. Now I'm gonna be dependent on Harry. Ugh. Awkward.

**Reminders players, you need to have teamwork to get through this. The firs pair to reach the golden cup will earn a fabulous prize and the team who do lose.. well, let's let that be a surprise. There are three major obstacles that you must pass. And you will encounter minor tests along the way. They shall test your physical, mental and emotional strength. Get ready for the best roller coaster of your life. Game starts in three.. two..**

Harry and Chloe are looking at each other. I know I don't feel anything for Harry anymore.. but still, I felt jealous.

I felt jealous because Chloe has a good life going for her right now. She's practically friends with everyone, no one thinks she's a bitch and she has a boyfriend who would give up everything for her in a heartbeat.

Sometimes, I wish I was her. No.. I always wish I could be her. Even when Harry was still mine. Maybe that's why I bullied her.

"ONE"

Suddenly, there was darkness.

***

I opened my eyes and saw Harry sleeping peacefully by my side. I looked around and saw that we were in a .. rose garden? The hedges formed a maze and everything seemed to come out of a fairytale.. almost like a familiar story. Alice in Wonderland?

"Mmm.. where are we?"Harry groaned.

 "Wonderland, as far as I can tell."

He jumped up and looked around. He touched the pavement we were lying on just a few seconds ago. I already know that they're real. Even the roses have their own peculiar scents. The whole place, even though it's real, seems like a fantasy.

"You always wanted to go to Wonderland. Even before we were together. I saw some of you sketches. I always wanted to take you here. It's a weird coincidence huh?"Harry said.

"Yes, weird."

I regret losing Harry. I regret letting go of this special boy. He's the kind of guy who would be cheeky with a lot of other girls but at the end of the day, would always come back to me. He's the kind of guy who remembers the things that make me happy. He's the kind of guy who deserves to be loved when he loves. He's the guy who should be appreciated. He's the guy I wasted, the guy I broke bit by bit.

**Flashback**

"Harry, look at my test score!"

I glanced at the girl who interrupted our conversation. Geez, it's her again. Harry's desperate best friend. It's pretty obvious that that girl is head over heels for my new toy. Yes, I'm playing with Harry but that doesn't mean I don't get angry when another girl is trying to divert his attention. Take this Chloe as an example.

"Harry dearest, you just have to be my date for the prom."I said and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"Um, can we talk about that later?"he said apologetically.

I narrowed my eyes and nodded. Why is he always like that?! Why does he always put Chloe first?! I'm the girlfriend here not that geek. Still, Harry hangs out with her more. In fact, he seems to enjoy her company more. He laughs more and smiles more whenever he's around. When with me.. he's not the same.

"You did great on that test, Chloe."Harry said."Say, do you already have a date for the prom?"

"Prom? Uh, I'm not attending."she said with her head low.

Of course she won't. I already told her to tell Harry to not accompany her. I told her to also stay the hell away from Harry, but I know this is impossible. Harry always wants her company. Harry always comes over to her house. Harry always walks her to school and eats lunch with her.

"You can come with me and Emm. It'll be fun."Harry said with a pleading smile.

''Harry I need to talk to you."I said, gravely, and pulled his arm.

I dragged him to a secluded area, a park near the school where I know he hangs out with his geek best friend.

"What is it,love?"

"Me or her?"

"What?"he asked again.

"I'm asking you to choose. If you choose her then I'll walk away now. Choose me, leave her. I'm asking you to choose now and for all. Because it doesn't seem to me like I'm your girl friend, Harry. You prioritize her and I hate it. I deserve better treatment."

He looked at me seriously, all traces of the smile he held for Chloe gone. He shook his head and walked away, leaving me there, feeling like I was hit by a bucket of cold water.

***

I was lying on my bed, awake, at quarter to three. I found it impossible to sleep, after what Harry had done to me. I felt like I was wasted, unworthy, dead. I know it's so unlike me. I usally just toy with my boyfriends, I never take them seriously. I hate this feeling. I feel rejected, making him choose was my biggest mistake. I had him, but I let him get away.

I don't know how or at what point, but .. along the way.. I fell in love with Harry.

And he didn't love me back.

**End of Flashback**

"Harry, did you honestly love me?"

I looked at his eyes trying to see traces of his emotion. He kept his poker face on but he was considering my question.

"I don't think I did. But I did feel strongly for you. I was attracted, I guess. But that's all."

I felt a pang of pain. Yes, I knew he didn't really feel anything for me. But to hear him say it himself.. it hurt so much.