My Kidnapper..

Decisions, Decisions

Have y'all listened to his new recent song? I slapped this shit, as SOON as I seen it. 😂 Like I dropped everything I was doing to focus on this. What are your opinions though? Remember no negativity, all love, all opinions matter. I love you guys so much and want to thank you for reading my book once more!
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~ Ski mask ~

I took the blunt from my mouth and held in the smoke for a few seconds. I heard Bri moaning loud as fuck, but a nigga didn't mind. I was in the middle of playing Fortnite with some random niggas online.

Ski: Aye fuck nigga! Turn northeast nigga!

I was playing the game and also stuck in my head. Me and my vrother could really be something in life now. The deal we have waiting for us.. could really help our career. I built a couple walls around my self in the game and took a quick couple of hits from my blunt. I grabbed my bottle of henny and took a long sip from it.

In the middle of playing, I heard footsteps coming down the stairs and assumed it was X. I didn't turn to look but instead kept my attention on the game.

Ski: AY FUCK NIGGA! FUCK NIGGA! WASSUP NIGGA!! YOU AINT SHIT BOY WASSUP! I said screaming into the headset.

X came around and picked up the bottle of Henny taking a couple of sips from it. He looked at me weird and started going on his phone. Me and the team on Fortnite was in 6th place right now and we making a move. I pulled my headset off my left ear and started talking to X.

Ski: So.. have you thought about the record label and the deal? I said beginning to glare at the tv.

X shrugged his shoulders and began puffing on the blunt again and looked at the game I was playing. He stared at the tv and I could tell he was deep into thinking. I began pressing hella different buttons on the controller, tryin to kill the other team.

X: I'm positive we can make it vruh. he said now staring at the ceiling.

I just sat in silence, continuing to play the game. Jahseh is never wrong, I believe in him and he believes in me. We just have a strong bond, that nobody could interfere with.

~ Jahseh ~

My demons said I would make it here. They helped me get here. It's my time, but I'm nervous, I'm also worried about Bri. How is she really feeling about this situation? I hope I can bring her on tour with me and show her  all this great shit we can go do together.

Ski continued to play his game and the nigga kept yelling like a kid who couldn't get candy. I was high already but I started rolling up another one. I was low key stressing about this whole record deal. A quick flashback of what happened between me and Bri moments before coming down here ran through my brain.

I was smiling mad hard and I felt like a young nigga was even blushing a bit. I love that girl, probably even something deeper, more than love. I finished rolling the next blunt and began sparking it. I took another long hit and held it in, leaning my head back closing my eyes.

I was so deep in thought, so focused on what's going with me. All my demons happy at no effort i've made. They want to devour me whole, they want to win. I continued laying my head back while still holding the smoke in. "Could this really be the start of a new beginning or a new ending?" I thought to myself.

~ Brianna ~

I woke up in bed and looked around the room. Jahseh was no where to be found. I did a long nice stretch and did a little squeal. I grabbed my phone off the dresser next to the bed and checked the time. It was 8:45 p.m, wow I really slept all day. I got up going to take a quick shower. I didn't play any music or anything, I just quickly got in and washed my body.

After about 15 minutes I got out and wrapped the towel around my body. I walked over to the sink grabbing my toothbrush and the toothpaste and began brushing my teeth. I stared at myself in the mirror and I scoffed a little. I still have battles that I need to face with just myself but I don't think i'm ready. I spit some toothpaste out and go to brushing my tongue.

Charlotte: Your body will be mine! she growled.

I stood still, I wasn't going to let her win. I thought about all the meds I couldn't have gotten to help me feel better but I was never really for it. Especially now, I have Jahseh. He makes me feel better, I feel protected, I feel genuinely loved. I smiled at the thought of him and spit out all the toothpaste I had in my mouth.

I rinsed my mouth and put my toothbrush back where it was. I gargled some mouthwash and spit it out soon after. I wiped my face with my face towel and went to my closet. I put on a white crop top t-shirt with black leggings. I put my bunny slippers on and grabbed my phone from the dresser once more. I walked downstairs and seen Jahseh leaning back with his head leaned back as well.

I was confused as to why he was laying like that. I walked over to him and sat on his lap, with both legs straddling both sides of him. He slowly put his head up and I connected our lips together. He beautiful soft lips, every second of the kiss sent butterflies through my stomach. I pulled away and a bunch of smoke came from his mouth.

He looked at me and his eyes were a deep sea black. They looked as if they kept getting darker. I smiled and I felt as my eye itself began to glow, revealing my symbol in my eye. I never enjoyed it being there but with him it feels okay.

Bri: Were you holding that in this whole time? I asked tilting my head a little.

He laughed and the laugh this time sounded different... too different. His eyes were bloodshot red, but they were really low. His eyes continued to remain a deep dark black. He smiled crookedly at me and my face dropped. I got off his lap and sat next to him. I took the blunt away from him and began hitting from it myself.

Ski: Ayy Bri, you aight ? he asked glancing between me and the tv.

I nodded my head and got up walking to the front door. I opened it and took a step outside. I sat down on the steps and continued smoking my blunt. Lot's of things crossed my mind, too many decisions to make.

Charlotte: Do it! she screamed at me.

I laughed and put my hand on my face.

Bri: Of course, why wouldn't I? I said smirking at the stars.