The movie had ended and I looked at the floor to see Ray and Frank cuddling and Gerard was still cuddled into my side, clutching on for dear life. He seemed to be feeling a little better but sadness was still sprinkled all over his face. I wiggled out of his grasp and headed to the bathroom. I opened the door and I saw it, his blade, the one that he always used to cut himself. I thought I had taken it from him the first time but it was missed, that or he hid it. I decided to search to see if there was anything else he may have hid from me. I opened the cabinet under the sink and I saw them, sleeping pills. He was prescribed those for his insomnia, he must have taken most of them because a lot of them were gone. Not only did he slit his wrist he overdosed on sleeping pills. Why? Was it something I did? Something the band did? Did we make it worse? My thoughts started getting the best of me and I started crying, I miss him so much. He was my best friend. When I found out I was pregnant I was so excited for Mikey to be an uncle and Gerard to be a dad. I was so lost in my thoughts I hadn't realized that Frank had woken up and was now at the door of the bathroom leaning against the frame. " You miss him don't you?"He asked as he came closer to me. "Yeah, he was my best friend, my brother, he was there for me Frank." I said as he brought me into a hug. "Y/N, You meant the world to Mikey, you were his best friend too, anytime you texted him he would always answer right away no matter what he was doing. He wanted you to be happy." Frank continued as he still hold you in a hug.
