Two tortured souls

A secret

Three months of you and Bucky being together. Over the past week and a half he got distant. "Hey wanda can I come to your room we need to talk." You were on the phone with her. "Y/n you don't even have to ask, come over anytime." You grabbed you phone and wallet and walked over to the elevator.

"Y/n what did you need to talk to me about?" Wanda asked as you walked in door. "Well Bucky has been distant lately. Is he cheating on me?" Wanda sighed. "Just try talking about it with him." "I don't know if you realized communication isn't my forte." She nodded. "I-I don't want to break up with him. But if he's happy with someone else then that's fine." Wanda walked to where I was sitting and grabbed my hand. "I know that talking will help. You love him and he loves you." Tears well up in your eyes. "O-ok. Bye." You went up to your room and text Bucky.

You: we need to talk

Bucky: I'm with Steve right now can it wait.

You: No it can't.

Bucky had a horrible feeling about this talk thing. "Got to go Steve." He walked up to your room. "What's wrong y/n?" Tears stream down your cheeks. "Bucky What are you keeping from me? Are you cheating on me?" "No y/n I'm not cheating why would you even think about that."  "You've been distant lately."
"I've got my reasons." You started to cry. "Relationships don't work with secrets Buck we're done." His ocean blue eyes welled with tears that soon feel. "D-doll?" "Don't call me that." You snapped. "Fine I never loved you anyway."Bucky ran out. Did he just say that. Oh he more than loved you. He slammed his door and slid then slid down the back. Hands on his head. Tears on his cheeks. He was a monster. You were an angel. Of course you don't love him.

You just sobbed. He never loved you he just pity's you. You should have known. You really were unloved.  You ran to the training room and locked the door. No. The thoughts of hatred toward your self were coming back. You started punching the punching bag. You went through four that night. No one cares.

You feel a sleep. But awoken by a jolt and a mans voice and A camera In front of you. "Hurry winter or she won't come back. No memory of you. 24 hours. Soldier come home."