Two tortured souls

Captured

Your eyes watered. "Any last words for him?" You lifted your head in agony. "Don't save me I'm not worth it." The man kicked your side. Then knocked you out. Bucky watched the tape.  "No no nonononono." Bucky cried. "I'm an idiot. I let her go. I told her I didn't love her." He was breaking. "Well find her." Steve said as he placed a firm hand on his shoulder.

You could care less if you died, but if Bucky died. God you would never forgive yourself. No. You wouldn't let it happen. Sobs ratted you body. All you could say is Bucky. "Winter will come back and he will be home." "You'll n-never get h-him." He kicked your side. You were saddened by your last word to him before this. No. He could not come here. He won't come here he never loved you anyway.

20 hours later. No one came.

23 hours later. No one came.
They began preparing you to be brainwashed. You had excepted this horrible fate. You were just glad that Bucky hadn't come. If you were going to be brainwashed at least it was actually you and not him.

"It's been to long."  Bucky panicked. "I can't do this without her. She's my everything." Tears stream down. "Bucky-" Steve started. "No Steve you don't understand. Hydra got her because of me." Bucky let out a sob. "We found her."

"The chair leaned back. "NO! NO!" Bucky was the only person that kept you alive and now you were gonna forget him. The man you loved. The chair stops and electric currents flow through your body. "Soldier?" "Ready to comply." You say. "Kill Bucky Barnes." The man said. "Who is Bucky Barnes?" You question. "Kill the winter soldier." You nod.

The team landed a few miles out side of the base. You waited for all of them to reach about 1 mile away. You blinded all of them except Bucky. You kick Natasha and Clint in the side and Captian America in the legs. You did this without Bucky seeing you. But he did realize they were missing as soon as they were gone. You revealed yourself. Tears gather in his eyes. "Y/n?" "Who the hell is y/n?" You kick his side and put him in a choke hold. He wasn't going to hurt you. He threw you off. Not even putting a scratch on you. You shot his shoulder. "Y/n this .... this isn't you." He was a sobbing mess. "Your my mission." You punch him in the face. "No doll.. your my mission. Your mine." Memories came flooding back. "Bucky." Tears now stream down your pale cheeks. He collapsed from blood loss. You ran to him. "Bucky. I-I'm so sorry." Bucky cut you off by pulling you into a kiss. You carried him to the jet and said "Gotta go save'em." You ran back through the woodland pinetrees. You blinded a hydra agent. The other one shot your stomach. You kicked him where the sun don't shine. You quickly untied Steve Clint and Nat. You ran back to the quin jet shooting a few hydra opts on the way. You got to the jet just in the nick of time. Pain shot through abdomen. You collapse. Bucky ran to you as he already had been bandaged. "Y/n!" You cupped his cheek. His hand instinctively flew up over yours. You vision began to fade. The last thing you heard was Bucky yelling your name.

Something cold was holding your hand. You peek your eyes open. You smiled at the sleeping Bucky beside you but that quickly melts into a frown as you remember his words before you were captured. You pull your hand away and roll over. Stirring the man beside you. "Y/n?" A single tear rolls down your cheek. "Y-You said you d-didn't love me." His heart broke. "I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean in. God I'm an idiot for saying that I got caught up in the moment. I'm sorry. I'll tell you my secret that I was keeping from you as soon as your better. Please give me a second chance even though I don't deserve it. Please. I can't do it without you. I-I can't." You looked into the eyes of the man that you loved. The man that held the key to you heart. He was honest you could tell. " One more chance blow that and I won't take you back. I love you but it hurt. No more secrets." He smiled. "Now kiss me Barnes." You Said. He immediately responded with a long, passionate kiss. Tears fell from his eye. Not because he was sad but because he was happy. Having you back in his arms was like a dream come true. Nothing could ruin this moment. He pulled away and you both gasped for air. "God I love you more than anything in this world." You looked into his perfect blue gray eyes. Those eyes that drown you. "I love you too." You respond.

Steve walked in a few moments later. "Y/n your awake." You smiled. "You were out for 5 days. Bucky was worried that you'd die. He was worried that you'd never have a chance to give him another chance." " He can't get rid of me that easily." He smiled his award winning smile. "Bucky is a good man even though he clings to me like a puppy when I'm hurt." He bushed so hard at that.

A day later you were getting out of the infirmary. Bucky had refused to leave your side. He even braided your hair and it was braided really good. You watch Tarzan. He cried in that movie. Tony was never letting that go.

"Hey bucky. You promised to tell me your secret." He sighed. " Y/n I know that I promised but just a warning you may not like the answer." You nodded. "y/n my secret is a dark one. My secret is...."