Vampire Academy(Trust)

Chapter 1

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(ALWAYS ROSE-POV)Unless stated different

It's been 2months since Dimitri was restored from being a strigoi 4months since the cabin. I went through so much to get him back and he broke up with me in the end. He takes alternate routes to avoid even seeing me it hurts my soul to know he hates me only so much. I love him so much but i guess he never did truely love me after what he said.

(Flashback)

"Dimitri please talk to me," after i snuck into his room . Rose! he replied "Thanks to Lissa im back, i owe her my life, but i see things different now." Love fades Mine has! i dont want or owe you anything leave me alone. "Dimitri you cant mean that" after what we did you said in the cabin you said you love me. It was a lie and mistake and meant nothing to me. I moved on so should you!

That was 2weeks ago when he finally spoke to me and broke my heart into pieces. I avoid going out as much as possible seeing him i cant take it. He loathes Lissa im jealous he even small talks with others "i dont understand what i did."

He was finally given back his guardian title people believe he is no longer strigoi. Im officially Guardian Hathaway i did the best in my class im 18 as well. We havent been assigned to any Moroi yet that was still 2months away.

Adrian would do his best to comfort me i felt a little better his liquor helped best. Lissa spent more time with Dimitri than me she held his secrets from me.

One day Dimitri and Lissa were out on a bench talking he actually laughed. I snapped! ran up to them "Whats going on you can open up to her but not the person who went through hell to get you back?"

Dimitri face went sad as he looked at me "Lissa" is all he said looking down to avoid my eyes. "No im Rose remember the one you slept with months ago and lied said you love before you were strigoi." He flinched.

Spirit Darkness took over me "Only Cowards dont look people in the eye. I should've killed you or let you drain or awaken me Dimitri because your more a monster now then strigoi, you were more caring as a fucking strigoi.

Rose! Lissa said how could you say that..i cut her off. You selfish Bitch i yelled at Lissa"You should have left me dead with your parents if you intented rip out what was left of my heart out.

I am utterly alone i said out loud i screamed for death feel to my knees i welcome the darkness, but something burned me internal.

Lissa eyes grew wide Rose she screamed there is something in your Aura. I ran away back to my room to pack to leave to calm down but ths burning got worse darkness over took me i passed out.

Lissa POV

"Dimitri" i said after Rose left he looked up tears in his eyes as well. I cant keep doing this i know you told me not to tell Rose why you avoid her but i- .

He cut me off"Lissa please you cant tell her i hate myself for the things i did to her." I love her so much Lissa, then tell her you lied about not caring, tell her your just trying to punish yourself!

I cant he said, Well after this week i wont be able to be with there so much Rose always needed me more. I felt if i helped you more it would help her more its all backfiring. You didnt see the way she looked at us she broken her Aura is different dimitri i've never seen it that way before.

She is my bestfriend she did any and everything to get you back. I know you will learn to forgive yourself so you can be with Rose i know you still love her i can see it in your Aura. "Everytime i see her Lissa the images of what i did resurface, i cant bear to look at what i love most in the world anymore." Dimitri said in tears!

I hugged him told him it will be okay, but he needs to talk to Rose soon explain the truth ans he needed time. I didnt tell him about what i just saw in Rose Aura i left to meet Christian in my room.

Dimitri's POV

Rose words cut me deep i was hurting her worse now i know it was the Darkness not truely her. I broke my promise not being there for here i have to leave i cant bare this anymore.

I would leave with Tasha as her guardian i hope Rose gets better and over me i will check on her. I called Tasha told her i accept she told me we leave tomorrow. I packed my things now i dont want to run into anyone.

I didnt sleep at all its time i put my things and Tasha's into the Van. I hear someone calling Dimitri please dont be her, i sigh its just Princess Lissa. Whats going on? Tasha answered Dimka finally accepted my offer we leave in 15minutes for Russia.

I need to talk to you now she was mad, she pulled me far enough Tasha couldn't hear. Slapped me! How can you leave her when she needs you most you lied there is no way you love her. I lost my bestfriend because i helped you and not her and your just leaving.

Lissa Rose loves you she is just upset once the darkness fades she will be ok. Dimitri you dont get it its different this time her Aura is completely different now maybe if you go now you can still help her. She wont talk to anyone please dont leave her she's empty not herself.

I held back my tears "Dimka" Tasha yelled lets go Bye Princess Vasilisa tell Rose i love her always.

She dropped to ground in tears Christian came running Asshole what did you do now I left with Tasha i would break any minute if i stayed. Tasha grabbed my hand its okay.

Dimka your doing the right by leaving you put us first she smiled. I wasn't in the mood for her whats with the us never im Roza's i thought pulled my hand back looked out the window.

7Months Later

Rose became Lissa's guardian 5months ago but the day in the park she changed cold heartless and a bit evil. Lissa is afraid of Rose, she tried talking to Rose but she just laughed called her a weak bitch.

Rose killings of strigoi have made her a lethal killer her Darkness strength helped her kill some of the most ancient strigoi. She was the best Guardian she surpass her mom and Dimitri's reputations in just 7months.

She didnt feel pain hurt or love anymore she dating Adrian he loved her so much even after she changed never love she just lust him used him for sex.

Rose was pregnant at least 3times from Adrian she aborted the baby everytime he begged her not to. Adrian even tried to compel her to keep to the last baby, but the darkness in her is to strong complusion doesn't work.

He and Lissa have been trying to find out what happened to Rose why her Aura is now a burning flame. Everyone thought she was just heart broken and cold but only spirit users knew the truth something was in Rose.

Christian was worried about Lissa's safety Rose would loose it and snap wanting to beat things Christian had to burn Rose hand one time she grab Lissa's throat choking her because they had an arguement.

She told Christian she wasnt going to leave Rose never her and Dimitri were the cause of it. "I wont leave like Dimitri did"Christian and Lissa were afraid to tell Rose about the invite to Tasha's she had suprise to tell family and friends.

Lissa and Christian debated on going or not. What if she breaks again Lissa can you imagine what she will do to Dimitri or Tasha. Lissa answered, she's been better lately not so violent she hasnt hit me in a month. It broke Christian heart knowing Rose was abusing Lissa and Adrian when she had her badtimes.

We let her go on Strigoi hunting missions its great for letting off her steam. Tell Tasha were coming im going to talk to Rose be careful Christian he yelled to Lissa as she left. Rose agreed with no emotions or snaps Lissa sigh they took a flight to Russia.

They arrived early Rose went sight seeing Lissa and Christian went to Tasha's to unpack and rest. Tasha was so happy when they arrived showed them to the rooms. Place Rose things in her room. Dimitri asked where is Rose they looked at each other nervous she handling some other business.

Dimitri frowned asking what going on they both replied nothing and begged him not to push any conversations from Rose. Rose arrived two hours later. Lissa was relieved when she came in ran and hugged her Rose pushed her away slightly.

Dimitri was watching it all Rose walked and talked different she didnt seem like his Roza. All the guest arrived Tasha announced she was pregnant and engaged.