Foster Brothers

The Visit

Mal POV

I moved to a new city again, only this time its worst. This time I have no family, hardly any friends. Its not the worst place, I could've been thrown into. I have been getting along quite well with the boys here, anyway some more than others.

They have been very kind and considerate. Some say I reminded them of their selves. I thank god that Karen didn't tell the people that I was with her son, because that would have been awful.

I tried my best to not think of josh, its too painful. The moment I he confessed his feelings and we were happy, they have to take him away from me.

I go out of bed and went down the stairs. I saw everyone forming a circle so I sat. Everyday we do this thing where, we tell  how we feel and how things have been.

I kinda like it , I only talk about the small stuff because I don't want anyone to know about Josh.

"Mal, you wanna say something? " I nodded.

I stood and looked at everyone, my nerves were not reacting very well. "When I lived with the Hales I love it. They treated me like family but I ruined it and now I feel awful and depressed" I paused and sat. They all looked interested, "why did you left?" Sam asked.

"I-" I ignored the question and someone else stood.

Every week families and friends come and visit. I don't get any visitors obviously so I usually stay in my room.

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I laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling, I think of his face and his lips, I miss him so much. I wonder what he's doing now, is he thinking of me.

"Mal!, are you okay?"

I looked at Sam, he's a very good person. He always support me and make sure I'm keeping it together.

"Yes" I yelled, he looked me in the eyes.

"Mal!" he said with a sad tone. I didn't want to argue with Sam anymore so I gave in. When did he started asking so many questions?.

I winced "When I was living with the Hales, I fell in love with someone" he nodded his head indicating that I should continue.

"This person was the best, then my foster parents found out and they send me away" his face grew in confusion.

"Who was it?" When I heard the question I remembered joshes face and I smiled.

"My foster brother Josh" his eyes widen in shock. I could feel myself breaking down, tears started welling in my eyes. Sam embraced me into a tight hug, it felt nice.

"I'm sorry" he whispered in my ears, I broke the hug and hold my pillow.

Tomorrow is visit day and no one will be here for me, my life is so peachy.

" I'll let you rest "
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I woke up with the sunlight on my face, I jumped out of bed. Brush my teeth and use the bathroom.

Everyone got ready for their visitors, I laid in my bed and cover my self in the sheets.

Morning turned to noon, I sat by myself in silence. "Mal?" I heard a knock on the door and Sam walked inside.

"Yeah " he grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me out of the room, I stopped in my tracks.

"What is it?" I descended the stairs and my eyes met with Josh's.

His face lit with happiness as he saw me, he stand and I jogged into his arms. His face is just as I remembered, I love him so much.

"Walk with me" I looked in his eyes and we walked outside.

"Josh I mi-"he pressed his lips to mine, his lips are so soft. I could feel myself melting into his arms, he's so beautiful, this is so beautiful.

I just wanted to fold him and put him in my pocket. I don't wanna lose him again, I can't hold it. I pulled back and he embraced me into a hug.

"Josh no offense but what are you doing here?" His face dropped. What is he thinking?, he could get in trouble, I could get in trouble.

I don't want to go to jail, I don't look so good in orange. I will probably die in the end, with a dick in mouth.

He need to go, he have to live, for me, for us.

"I needed to see you " aww... He needed to see me.. Uh! Snap out of it mal think straight.

"You need to go back, your parents must be worried" I don't want him to go but he has to. I'll see him again just not for now.

"But I wanna stay with you" he looked on the ground.

"Josh I'll be back, I love you"
I could feel the tears in my eyes.

"You just have to wait "

He hugged me "I'll wait, as long as it takes, I love you"

He walked to his car and drove off.