The Girl In So Much Color

06-15-13 (part 8)

(Skar's journal)

6/15/13

O-M-G!!! This day is super great!

I'm finally one of the junior writers for Prime!!! *sabog ng confetti* I was in the orientation kanina. Everyone was soooo friendly and welcoming, especially the editor-in-chief, JC, who happened to be Bien's cousin. Unlike Bien, madaldal si JC. Mukhang magkakasundo talaga kami kasi madaldal din ako. Lol. Haha!

And guess what? I have an I.D. naaaaa! Happy ako kasi maganda ako sa picture (although maganda naman talaga ako...HAHA!). Yeeey!

Parang magkakapamilya lang 'yung members ng Prime. And I'm now part of that family, kaya na-e-excite ako. Kanina, for the first time na sumali ako ng isang school org na people are not giving me weird looks. They're just so warm. Although some of them were asking me why ganito raw 'yung pananamit ko, I feel like they were just asking me out of curiosity and because they just want to know and understand me more. Di gaya noon na people asked so that they could criticize or make fun of me more. Nakakatuwa pa nga kasi may nagsabi sa kanila na bet niya raw 'yung sense of fashion ko, at pwede ko raw siya bigyan ng fashion tips when it comes to wearing colorful clothes.

Haaaay...basta, masaya ako today.

Also, kanina, during lunch time, I didn't expect Nathaniel would approach me. At hindi lang basta approach...he ate lunch with me! I saw sideglances from people there sa canteen. Napahawak tuloy ako bigla sa buhok ko. Baka kasi may fangirl sila na biglang lalapit at kalbuhin ako. Thankfully, wala naman.

For some reason, nawawala talaga 'yung communication skills ko kay Nathaniel. I stuttered in front of him. Huhuhu!

I thought our conversation would be a mess kanina, but at some point, I became comfy in talking with him. Siguro dahil ang light ng aura niya. Palagi kasi siyang nakangiti and really a gentleman. Kinumusta niya ako about sa nangyari kagabi, hanggang sa kung saan-saan na lang umabot ang aming usapan. Nakakatuwa siyang kausap.

And...

Actually...

I think...

I have a crush on Nathaniel.

But very light.

Very light lang naman. Kumbaga, friendly crush lang. But yeah, I think I have a crush on him. Masyado niya kasi akong napahanga since day 1 ko sa ABU, especially when he saved me from embarrassment sa class yesterday. Huehue! 'Tsaka sino rin naman kasi ang hindi magkaka-crush sa lalaking pinaghalong kagwapuhan, katalinuhan, at kabaitan? Plus talented pa! He's very ideal. He's my epitome of an ideal man. *insert my medyo malanding smile here*

Pero, di naman siguro 'to serious crush eh, so enjoy the moment lang muna. Hehe!

Basta...today's a happy day! And no one can ruin it! That's what matters the most.

P.s.: Si Bien nga pala. Nalaman ko na nasugatan siya dahil sa nangyari kagabi. Di ko maiwasan ang mag-alala. Aside from partly kasalanan ko kung bakit siya nasugatan, kahit masungit 'yung lalaking 'yun, I still consider him as my first friend in ABU.