this is a letter to my ex from 6 and 7th grade, what is in italics is not a true story the rest is, the letter is written from a prompt in my complete the story book-
when did i start to lose you? if i knew where to find you, that's what i'd want to know. but no one will tell me where you are and maybe no one really knows. i've asked your mother, and she says you've been gone since the day i started to lose you. she knows where you are but she swore to you that she wouldn't tell me. if i knew you like i thought i did i knew exactly where you'd be but i had already checked that place you weren't there i guess i didn't know you like i thought i did. i thought you loved me... i guess i was wrong then again i was caught in your elaborate lies i'd rather not be caught in again. you didn't deserve me and i didn't deserve you. but deep inside me i think that i do deserve you but i know i don't. you tricked me, you lied to me, worst of all i trusted you, i believed your lies. you're the reason i have trust issues i hope you realize how much you ruined my mind. but i know you'll never see this and that is what makes me feel worse about myself. you dont know how much you hurt me and you never will.
6-8-19 edit of this story- over the years i've realized you were obsessed with me.
YOU ARE READING
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Non-Fictionshort stories and poems that i'll write. the names will be the dates i originally wrote them followed by a title i give it.
