8-11-19 :: perfect world

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you hold yourself so high
and your standards crush you
gifted kid burnout
from loving everyone
to being a cold hearted
semi unloyal bitch
loyal to few
unloyal to the rest
fuck your feelings
anxiety riddled thoughts
along with depression
longing to be happy
yet having happiness
you're not a liar about your feelings
yet one wrong thing in your eyes
is the world crashing down
your perfect little world
that you've built since you were three
one person says one thing
you instantly feel like shit
while trying to act calm
one day
you'll break
—e.c.

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