18. Taming the monster

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Jimin's POV

We're waiting outside the "emergency room" that we had in the basement of our house.

Jin was still inside with Y/N.

It's been an hour now we still don't know anything about how she is.

I don't think she will die, her cuts all though were many they weren't very deep.

It still confuses me though.

Why would she do something like this?

What's the reason...

I remember that day...

The day that Hobi told us about her hurting herself.

That day that she hurt her hands by boxing for hours.

She had wounds back then didn't she?

More than what the rest of us saw...

Some noticed.

Hobi, of course he noticed.

Yoongi and Kooks...

They went in her room without even knocking first...

Was that the reason?

What did Yoongi asked me that day?

It was something irrelevant...

What was it?

It was when she came in my room and she kicked my door.

Kicked?

Her legs?

No...

Her inner thighs?

If there were new cuts the power that required to kick my rooms door would open them up and she would bleed out.

Was she in danger then as well?

What's the most impressive is...

That I didn't notice.

Her face, or her walking didn't indicate pain or anything else.

She either knows how to conceal her emotions pretty well or she's really tough.

She hadn't eaten anything for days and still she managed to stand and walk around even with wounds on her thighs.

The blood loss that she had withstanded at that point must have been severe.

Yet, she woke up and went on with her day like nothing happened...

She didn't show weakness or pain.

It takes a big amount of will power to maintain a front like that...

I get what Hobi said now...

She's tougher than I expected.

And what pisses me off even more is...

That every serious cut and wound that she had was made by herself.

That's not how it should be.

It should've been me...

I was supposed to be the one that gave her those gifts.

She's a cheater...

And I don't like cheaters.

She needs to be punished...

But for that to happen...

She needs to survive.

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