The House Of Games (BTS mafia) 18+

24. Is this considered sexual assault?

Y/N's POV

Me and Tae are sitting on Jin's bed, eating our delivered breakfast, since Jin was the only that couldn't walk.

Tae:
- I still can't believe what you called me.

Me:
- After an hour and we still talk about that? Not liking your new nickname?

Tae:
- I just...don't understand.

Me:
- Understand what?

Tae:
- You were so mad at me yesterday and now you're calling me cute names?

Me:
- Taetae, I can't keep being mad at you for something that I already had known before, I told you. It was my fault as well.

Jin:
- It's very mature of you Y/N.

Me:
- There's no reason to dwell in useless anger, when I have so much of it inside already.

Tae:
- How are you holding up, by the way, with what you told us about your past?

Me:
- I'm better than I thought I would be.

Tae:
- And you also don't feel the need to do something about what you did few hours ago?

Me:
- Not really...

Jin:
- "Not really" isn't a complete refusal now is it, Y/N?

Me:
- Don't worry about it too much Jin, I'll be fine.

To be honest, I'm worried...

I don't know what's going on.

I've killed many different kinds of people in the past that deserved to die and I always felt the need to punish myself afterwards.

That guy wasn't a bad guy, just misguided.

And I feel fine with him dead.

But I'm not ready to search for answers now.

At least, not for this subject.

I will leave it like this, for now and focus on other problems.

I neglected so many things while being dragged in this stupid game.

And I need answers for all of them.

As I was thinking about what I should find first...

The door opens and the rest of the guys come in.

When they see us (or more specifically me) their expressions become sceptical.

Yoongi:
- Who the fuck said that you can get out of bed?

Well...

Tae and Jin.

Me:
- I don't need permission from you, or do you want me to ask everytime that I want to eat something? Maybe even ask if I can go to the toilet as well? Do I need someone to be in the same room with me every fucking moment of my life holding my hand? I know you want me to be your dog, but a dog can also bite under to much suppression.

Satan:
- I don't know about the other things, but I'm willing to be in the same room with you when you shower.

Me:
- Go die.

Satan:
- So cruel, yet so sweet, don't you have something to say to me?

Me:
- Go die.

I noticed his eyebrow twitching a little.

Satan:
- No...Y/N, there's something that you should say to me.

I know what you want to hear asshole.