10:35pm: Alright... I'm watching Marble Hornets for what?.... maybe the 10th time now and I have a really bad stomach ache watching it. My eating habits have gotten very bad. I've been losing the need to eat but I've been pretty much trying to force myself to eat anyways since I know it's not healthy to not eat. The static seems to just be constantly buzzing inside my head the ENTIRE time I've been watching this. My dog was barking in the dark outside my window but now she has become completely silent for no reason... I've been feeling more... how do I put this?... numb too? I only feel a limited amount of emotions. I struggle feeling sad, angry, fear or even some pain. It just kinda faded away. I've been under constant art and writers block. I have no creativity flowing at all anymore. I feel more like a yandere now but I have no Senpai if you even understand what a yandere is of course. I feel numb to most feelings and I feel slight joy around a small amount of people. I fake most of my emotions to people so I'm not asked if I'm "okay". I'm fine. I swear. Nothing is in my mind. I've been going on night walks though and honestly. I feel fucking amazing when I walk through the night. My urges have been coming back but I push them down. I try to stay out of any and all drama if possible....Now....
You should know....
I'm just....
Slowly fading away......
Like...
I never existed from the start....
"Are you ok?"...
Honestly.....
I fEaL fUcKiNg GrEaT!....
Because really...
If I don't exist to anyone....
I can pull anything and no one would ever guess it was me...
No sleep for me tonight.....
Just me and the tall shadow man in the corner or my room :)
....HES THE ONLY ONE WHO ACKNOWLEDGES THAT IM MORE THAN WHAT THEY ALL THINK....
If you've read this far....
Not only are you unaware of what is watching you now....
But...
You've dug too deep....
Leave....
Seriously.....
Save yourself while you still can...
I dOnT nEeD yOuR hElP!
I'm giving you a fucking chance to escape....
Take it...
Since I didn't.....
Otherwise...
We'Ll CoMe FoR yOu NeXt!
10:55pm: My head hurts.... Everything hurts. There are no physical marks but the pain is still there. I feel like I'm gonna through up. It's hard to swallow and hard to breathe. The twitching is back... and worse.
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Unexplainable Experiences (2019)
HorrorThese are things that I have been keeping record of for... various reasons. I'm told not to share this but screw him he's not my father. It's my life and my experiences. I suppose you can call this horror but the most scariest part about it is that...
