𝐒𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐄.

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[ seomin ]

day checker : day 9th | august 18th

early in the morning, before going to work, i went by the park. i liked the sunrise, it's beautiful.

i saw a familiar man standing alone, his hands on his hoodie pockets, he had round glasses.

"wonwoo?" he looked at me and smiled. "seomin," his smile grew wider "good morning."

i flashed him a smile. "do you always come here?" i asked. he nods his head, "my house is just in the other block. so i sometimes read books here or release my stress."

he looks at me, "i see, off to work?" i nodded. "i hope you're doing well in work, doctor." we both chuckled.

"can we exchange numbers?" he asked as he handed me his phone. i wrote my number in his phone as i wrote his on mine.

"i have to go now, wonwoo. i'll work hard." he chuckles and nodded.

walking away, he called my name and stopped my tracks. i faced him and he looked at me, "if i were you, you should be careful with seungcheol these days."

i frowned at him, "why is that?" i asked "i don't think i'm the one who should say it." i stared at him blankly, completely confused.

why should i be careful?

"just be careful, don't fall for him too hard. control your feelings." he said and smiled.

he turned and walked away. what's up with wonwoo?

what's wrong with seungcheol?

i went to work, i looked at seungcheol's door, he's working.

i went to my clinic and sat down.

but wonwoo was right. i fall too easily. should i listen to him? how am i suppose to trust him when he didn't give me the reason to be careful?

the door creaks open and i started working.

"i saw you." yerin said concernedly. she sat in front of the table and pouted.

"what were you thinking about?" she asks. "it's nothing." i said. "please tell me. i'm worried." she held my hands.

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i told yerin what wonwoo told me a while ago. she was also confused.

"maybe you should ask him later?" yerin suggests. i sighed and looked away.

"or maybe you should ask seungcheol himself?" i looked at her with a frown.

"what if he doesn't know what wonwoo's talking about? he'd be confused as well." i sighed.

"how would wonwoo know if seungcheol himself doesn't know? didn't you know?" yerin asked as i frowned at her.

"what do i don't know?" i asked "wonwoo and seungcheol share a condominium."

i didn't know that. i thought seungcheol lives alone.

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day checker : day 10th | august 19th

i went by the park again. i saw wonwoo as usual.

"wonwoo," i called immediately. he looked at me and frowned at me.

he chuckled by himself and looked straight forward once again, "you're curious, aren't you?" he looked at me again.

"i told you, i think i'm not suppose to be the one to say it." he replied "but why?" i asked.

"it's seungcheol's responsibility to say it to you. while it's early and you don't know yet, you need to be careful of your own feelings." wonwoo said.

the more he explains, the more i get confused.

i feel like i'm riding a roller coaster and he's just twisting me round and round.

"are you trying to split me and seungcheol apart?" i asked. his smile fell and frowned at me.

"of course i don't." he sighed "i just care for you." he replied and looked forward again.

"i'll ask seungcheol, then." i said "go ahead. i don't think he'll not say it yet." he smirks.

i sat beside him and held his hand "wonwoo, please...just tell me. i won't tell seungcheol, this is for my own good too. i need to know why i should be careful."

wonwoo looked at me and sighed.

"i'm sorry, seomin. i can't. i'll break our promise and he promised me that he'll be the one to say it to you."

should i trust to wonwoo?

i went to work and saw seungcheol. he flashes me a smile, revealing his dimples and took a deep breath.

"wanna have lunch with me?" he asked.

i observed him, i heard a little stutter in his voice. "sure." he nods and walks away.

"by the way," he stopped his tracks and looked at me.

"wonwoo told me something about you. i don't know if i should trust him or what, but he told me that you'll tell me something? you promised him that you'll be the one to say it to me?"

seungcheol frowned and shook his head, "he's probably just playing with you." he laughs and i nodded.

he's acting really...odd.
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ps. i wrote this when i was in schOOL iwkdjwjdjdbahdbbz