What was I going to do? How did i even get around this? Do I tell Nicole? I should because it's her child but that would change her life around and then she would have to tell Waverley and that would ruin their relationship and also mine and Waverlys. Then I'd have to tell Doc right? Which would then ruin that relationship although it was already strained. Or I didn't tell anyone and said it was Docs. Only problem was if this baby came out with fiery red hair then things won't add up. I needed more time to think about who to tell. I wanted Nicole to know but then what if she hated me for it...I didn't want her to hate me. Last night was good, I felt free for the first time in so long now I was going to ruin that with a baby.
"Wynonna?" I broke out of my thoughts when I heard Doc say my name. I realised I must have been spaced out for like 5 minutes then. I had gone to his to have breakfast yet I had not touched the food. The smell of meat made me feel nauseous.
"Yeah?" I asked and looked up at him putting a smile on.
"You alright? You seem very out of it this morning" he asked worry hinting in his voice. Do I tell him now and get it over and done with?
"Y..yeah I am fine" I nodded and forced a bite of food down my throat.
"Waverley was worried about you this morning, she couldn't find you anywhere, you were last with Nicole then you vanished" he said as he picked up his plate and walked over to the sink to scrub it clean. Fuck.
"I went for an early morning run to clear my head" I lied but instantly regret my lie. I never run. Why would I make a stupid lie like that?
"You running when you don't have to? Never" he laughed and I forced myself to my feet.
"I'm going to the bar" I told him, I just needed to get away from everybody.
"I will come down with you, I could use a drink" he walked over to the side to grab his hat and shoved it on. God dammit, I swear Doc was like a lost puppy sometimes just following me everywhere.
I drove us down to Shortys and pulled up outside. I knew I couldn't really drink because of the baby but hopefully I could get a moment Alone. We head on inside and I went towards the bar but stopped in my tracks. You've got to be kidding me. Nicole and Waverley were here already.
"Hey Doc why don't we go somewhere el-"
"Wynonna!" Fuck me. Waverleys voice called across Shortys and I turned back to face her who was gesturing for me to walk over. I reluctantly started to walk over with Doc behind me, they were in a small booth in the corner. Doc took the seat beside Waverley so that ultimately meant I had to sit beside Nicole. Our eyes locked for a moment, that knowing look, a hidden secret, something we shared. I took the seat and settled in, trying not to seem tooon edge about sitting with her. Waverley started talking again but it seemed the rest of the world went quiet, like me and Nicole were in our own little bubble. Her hand under the table moved slightly accidentally brushing against my thigh. Sparks of memories of last night went to my mind. I could remember Nicole I top of me, her lips gentle against my neck but possessive, she had wanted me. The way her fingers moved over me, I could remember now. Her touch made me feel good. It made me feel wanted. She didn't act as if I were fragile but she wanted to care for me. Give me what I needed. It was only now I realised how much I enjoyed it. But I don't- it was because I needed an escape and she was my escape . It was nothing else. My eyes flashed to the side and Nicole was already staring at me. This made my stomach twist and clench. I knew she was having the same thoughts. God I felt like I could throw up. No I actually feel like I could throw up.
"One moment!" I called out then got up and dashed off towards the toilets. I ran into a cubical and threw up again. I gripped the top of the toilet seat to to steady myself. I was shocked to feel a hand pull my hair back out of my face and another reach my back. It wasn't Doc, their fingers were too gentle. I recognised her touch, Nicole. I kept throwing up for about 5 minutes then moved back weakly. I turned my head to look at Nicole, her eyes were full of worry. She sat beside me and wrapped her arm around my waist for comfort. My head tilted and landed on her shoulder, feeling comfortable against her warmth, it was soothing .she traced light circles on my side to try and ease me along with a light kiss top of my head.
"Wynonna you look like shit" she spoke gently with a small laugh at the end and I just smiled sacking her side lightly.
"Asshole" I mumbled into her shoulder and closed my eyes.
"The hangover hit you pretty hard" She asked and I shook my head. It was time. I had to tell her, but to what extent.how much did I tell her?
"Nicole..." I whispered and I felt her head turn to face me. I opened by eyes and her green ones were on me p.
"Wynonna?" She furrowed her brows.
"I'm pregnant" and it's yours. No. Not yet. One day at a time.
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The Unexpected Bump - WynHaught Au
FanficWynonna and Doc have been trying to have another baby for awhile now but Wynonna cant seem to et pregnant. After trying over and over Wynonna finally decides to to to the Iron witch and ask for her to curse her so she would become pregnant with the...