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L45

LALISA MANOBAN (continuation)

I bursted out when all of the people inside my room except Jisoo-eonnie went out.

A sobbed and tears making it's way. I hugged my pillows not minding eonnie.

"Hey..." She started and started brushing my hair using her hands.

"Don't cry.." She added and Jungkook's words entered my mind.

"Limaro...Don't cry. You should be happy because he choosed you"

I should be happy. Yeah I'm happy but We hurt someone else. We hurt Tzuyu, her precious feelings. This is my fault, I'm the whore and the snake on their story.

"Tzuyu will understand it" She calmly said as she pull me into a tight hug.

"For now, just rest and talk to the both of them when you're already feeling well" She states and kissed me on my forehead.

I will talk to them as soon as possible. I will apologize to Tzuyu for what I've done. And will talk to Jungkook about our label, I know that's to soon but I don't know what will happen if I let him go because I'm crazily inlove with him.

Though, I hate myself because I fall inlove with Jungkook, I can't deny that I'm happy because we're feeling the same but at the same time I feel bad for Tzuyu.

One day passed, I decided to go to JYP's building to have some time to talk to Tzuyu because it's really my fault.

Jihyo-eonnie bring me to Tzuyu's room. My heart is beating fast, eventhough i'm scared I will face what will happen next.

"What are you doing here?!" Tzuyu's mad and sad voice welcomed me. I gulped as I tried to stand bravely.

"C-can we talk?" I asked nervously. I'm stuttering because of the nervousness.

"What for?! You have Jungkook and you have everything!" She shouted. I didn't mind her words, instead I entered the room silently.

"C-can we talk without shouting?"

She smirked. "Why? Are you scared that my eonnies will hear what you've done? Don't worry, they already knew it"

"It's not what I mean. I want to have a serious talk with you"

"I'm serious. Dead. Serious!" She said looking straight into my eyes.

"I-it's about Jungkook" I closed my eyes and started gulping my saliva.

"What about him?" Her voice soften.

"A-about what happened yesterday" I revealed a sad smile on her.

"That...are you happy that he picked you over me?" Her eyes is full of sadness. "He's mine right? But he fall inlove with you"

A tears rolled over her cheeks so she wiped it. This is making me concern and sad at the same time. If I didn't tell what's my feeling then, there's Tzuyu and Jungkook having a happy relationship.

"Y-you know what?" Her voice cracked. "You're so lucky...I hope I'm you"

"T-tzuyu—"

"No! Let me finish it" The tone of her voice is desperate seems like she have so many words to say. "I want to have a rant with this freakin world...why I can't have the man that I love?"

I looked down because of the shame. This is really my fault, If I we're on Tzuyu's position I will do the same.

"Why we can't a secret but contented relationship?" She continued. "Why did he fall for you....Why you entered his life?"

A fall of tears are now rolling on her cheeks. She bite her lips to prevent a sob. She look dull, and I'm so mad at myself right now.

"Lisa, C-can you leave him? Can y-you give him to me?" She asked desperately with a pleasing eyes.

Darn It! I'm stuck between setting him free to fullfil Tzuyu's favor or I won't let him go because I love him. I can't choose. I love him so much, but can I set him free?