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to the boyfriend of
that one year
then those eight months
then another three months
and finally the last sixteen days
i apologize that my
family and i couldn't
cooperate enough
to show up on that
sunday
i apologize for
betraying whatever
trust you had
left for me
i'm not asking
for your forgiveness
understanding or
belief
i don't see any
reason why you
should even hear
me out
you wouldn't know
that this story
ever even existed
so i don't see
any reason why
i shouldn't go
ahead and say
all of this
( your name )
i know and knew
to an extent
how important it
was to you
i knew this would
be our "inevitable
end"
but i didn't meet you
because i didn't
want to
i don't wish for you
to continue living
your life like this
as selfish as you
think i am
i never wanted
you to carry
everything
the relationship
and everything
beyond that
trust that i won't
stop you anymore
from being that
person you've
always wanted
to be
trust that you
will gain your
forgiveness from
her
trust that i will
make that happen this time
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