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stop checking if he's
online or if he liked
other pictures whether
his bio has been altered
the photos that he posts
the messages in your
conversations re-reading
the good memories liking
his comments on memes
commenting yourself on
posts that seem
attention-grabbing
changing your profile
it doesn't matter bringing him
up in normal conversations with
mutuals imagining what he's doing
every second of every hour
that's passed since then
staring at your direct messages
until your eyes start to droop
sleeping late and waiting
thinking of the could've beens
dragging your innocent
mutuals down the hole of
despair only because you're
suffering thinking he's the
only one you can hold onto
stop depending on him
watching old stories where
he's somehow mentioned in
stop listening to the
songs he reccomended to you
stop adding videos to the
playlist you made for him
watching videos
seeing posts in the eyes of a
person who'd want to send
all that to him
stop wanting to reach out
and call the person
whem you know it'll hurt
your ego
and ruin whatever sense
of peace you try to have
stop crying in bed with
the door open because
people might walk in
torturing yourself by thinking
too much eating barely
anything dressing up
to prove yourself
pretending that
everything will be okay
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