What Is My Life

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JUNESPOV

George And I got in the car to go to dinner with the gang. George has been acting funny and Its really making me worry, but of course, He doesn't pay attention to me and keeps his hands tense on the wheel of his car. "George what's going on..."  I asked. He stops at a light and looks at me and is... shaken? "nothing I'll talk to you about it later love." I didn't know what to do... We don't speak till we get to the restaurant. 

"June, George! Over here!" Jane called, waving her arms at their table. "Hello," I said greeting everyone, John and Cyn, Paul and Jane and, Ringo and Mo. "Wheres little Jules?" I Inquired. "He wasn't feeling well so well so he's at his grandad's." Cynthia answered. "how was your shoot today?" Jane asked. "It was gear! I worked with Jean Shrimpton and Pattie Boyd today, they're good friends of mine." George Starts sweating and gets uncomfortable and loosens his tie... weird.

"Pattie? Pattie Boyd?" Mo said with excitement. "Yeah, we've got to know each other after doing a couple of Vogue covers. She's so pretty I've always wanted to look like her, her lip shape is just perfect, so is her body." I said, envying her perfect figure.  "Excuse me." George gets up and leaves the table. Everyone looks at each other in confusion. "I'm gonna see what's wrong with George." Ringo said getting up. "thanks, Rings."

GEORGES POV

"Hey," I said exhaling the smoke from my recent drag. "George, what's wrong? Why'd ya-" "Pattie kissed me ." I blurted, not even aware at first.  "Whoa, what!" Ringo said, eyes as big as saucers.  "George, have you told June?" He asked. "Are you crazy!!" I yelled. She'd flip.  "George that's one of her best friends," he said, proving a point. 

"Rings I don't want to lose her- I can't lose her!" I replied, getting a little emotional. "Calm down geo do one said anything about losing her-" "I didn't kiss her and I told her to get off of me I just" "then tell her the truth." he put his ringed hand on my shoulder.  "The truth!! I'm going to hurt her!" "George you'll hurt her in any choice you take, she loses a friend or you or maybe no one." he did have a point... "Fuck me."

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 "Bye-bye!" June said, waving her hand as we got in the car. I started to head to her flat, holding her hand on the way there... what if that's the last time I Hold- George stop thinking like that! I got nervous about the car way home... And I think she did to... I felt awful.

 In minutes we arrived. we took an awkward lift ride up to her flat and as soon as the doors opened she started straight for her door, unlocking it and letting me in."George? Please, you're starting to scare me what-" "Pattie kissed me." June goes silent and is a little In shock, not surprising meaning one of her best friends kissed me.

"June?"I said after a 10-second pause of silence. "Get out" she hissed, fists clenched. "June please!-" "I SAID GET OUT GEORGE!" June starts crying and slams her bedroom door. I couldn't lose her, I needed her, I needed to tell her what happened, how I would never cheat on her. "June, I know what Ryan and Parker both did to you but I'm not them, I'm not some asshole ex-boyfriend like they are," I said through her door. 

"George Harrison if you don't get out of here I swear to god I'm going to beat your ass up so bad you won't be able to sit for a week," she yelled. "Promise?" I teased... Was that a good idea? "GEORGE!" shit not a good idea. "No we're talking about this!" I said trying to open the door. I heard no response, just muffled cries. The sound that broke my heart. "June... I love you... please..." I said sliding down the door. " George people in love don't cheat." she cried out. "June I don't love her! I don't even like her! She kissed me!"

We sat in silence for about 3 minutes till I heard her say, "one month, one month and its already done." she cried. "June it's not, please I didn't cheat on you, I love you and only you!" I started to cry. Tears were running down my face with the thought of hurting her. Bala came up to me and started meowing at the door. "Come on Bala, let's get some tea, Your mummy needs some space."

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I made two cups and brought one to June... as well as Bala snuggling in my arm. "I brought gifts, peacemaking possibly if you except." I said to the door. "what... What did you bring?" June said quietly. "you'll have to open the door to find out." thanks Bala for giving away the surprise after meowing 2 seconds later. "Please June, We need to talk about this," I said, pausing after I heard the knob move. "I want My cat... and that tea..." She said, eyes all puffy and red from crying. "You'll have to let me in"

I sat on her bed and talked. "George, I don't think I can... I Just don't trust you..." she said, her words cutting me like blades. "Just give me another chance, please." she looked at me like I was crazy for coming up with that idea. "Give me a week to prove it, please." I added. "fine."

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a/n

Oof this is short... sorry I feel like these chapters are kinda getting to be crappy.

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