Jas'mariee's POV
*2 weeks later *
I was on the bed staring out the window when Jacob walked in
"Baby you okay? " he asked
I shook my head no.It's been a whole 2 weeks since we lost the baby. I feel like shit.
"Are you hungry? Or thirsty? Maybe we can-"
I snapped my head at him "JACOB JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP OKAY?! I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING EAT, DRINK, OR GO OUT TO 'TAKE MY MIND OFF THINGS '!!!!! "
He nodded his head at walked out.
I sighed. Jacob has been really worried about me after what happened last week...
*FLASHBACK*
"Jas'mariee, talk to me! " Jacob begged
"TALK ABOUT WHAT?!!?!?! THERE'S NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT!!!" I screamed
"Babe I know you miss the baby but-"
"BUT NOTHING!!!!! I DON'T EVEN MISS THE BABY!! " I screamed once more flipping the baby's suppose to be crib
"Jas calm down... "
I started going balistic. I ripped up all the stuffed animals, threw the baby monitor at the wall, and was about to smash the altrosound picture but then Jacob took it out of my hand and held me by my wrists
"LET ME GO!!!!!! " I screamed with tears flowing down my eyes while hitting his chest repeatedly
"Babe look at me." He demanded
I looked at him and my lips were quivering
"Everything is going to be okay! I promise "
"Maybe if you weren't so fucking horny all the time none if this would've happened. This is all you're fault! " I spat getting out of his grip and walking off
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Of course I didn't mean any of what I said but I'm just so.. angry!!
I walked to the living room and saw Jacob laying on the couch
"Hi.. " I plainly said
He sat up and wiped his eyes "Hi.."
I walked up and sat next to him "I'm sorry for snapping at you "
He shrugged
I sighed "Jacob this isn't easy for me okay? I was starting to carry a human being inside me for crying out loud!"
He stood up "Jas'mariee this isn't easy for me either!!! I understand you're upset okay I really do, but.. you know what nevermind "
I stood up "No say it! "
"The fact you actually blamed me for the death of our baby last week... it hurts " he said choking on his words
I looked down "I didn't mean-"
"I know.. I need some fresh air. " he said leaving and slamming the door behind him
"MAMA MAMA MAMA! " Antonio yelled running to me
"Yes? "
"Me no sleepy! "
"Well daddy put you in your room to take a nap "
"No. "
I started getting frustrated "Antonio-"
"NO! "
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FanfictionJas'mariee and Jacob are back,and engaged! Both are ready to move to New York for college with 1 year old Antonio and start making wedding plans. But what happens when people start giving their opinion about Jacob and Jas? Will friendships,and or re...
