I Do? (Trilogy)

Chapter 17

Kendall's POV

D-Did Elijah just tell me he's in love with me...?

"Kendall? " Elijah asked

"What? "

"You okay..? "

"Take me home. "

"But-"

"NOW!"

He sighed and nodded and we drove back home.

*At home*

"KENDALL CAN YOU PLEASE TALK TO ME?! " Elijah said following me upstairs

I closed the door "About? "

"SERIOUSLY?!?!?! "

"What? "

"I FUCKING POURED MY HEART OUT TO YOU! A SMILE, BLUSH, GIGGLE,ANYTHING CUTE WOULD'VE BEEN A GREAT RESPONSE AFTER I SAID I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!  BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO YOU JUST-"

I cut him off by pulling him into a passionate kiss.

He pulled away after a couple seconds and was standing there speechless

"I love you too " I smiled

"Really?"

"Yes.. "

"You sure? "

"Yes Elijah! "

"Cuz if you-"

"Boy if you don't shut up." I warned

He chuckled and kissed me "I love you. "

"I love you too. "

Jacob's POV

After a few months I am finally going back to school. Jas wants to go back too but I'm making her stay home for one more week.

I got to school and guess who was the first too greet me..

"OH MY GOSH JACOB!! " Lexi squealed running to me

Yup you guessed right

"Lexi look I-"

"Let's hang out sometime this week!  We haven't talked in forever. "

"Lexi I can't. I have a wife and a son. I can't be-"

"Jacob cut the bullshit. "

"Excuse me?"

"Look, you and I both know even though you're married,you have feelings for me."

"No."

I have to admit. The first day I saw Lexi she kinda caught my eye...but I love Jas'mariee.

"Really Jacob?" I see the way you look at me, don't lie."

"I'm nothing lying!.I love Jas and she loves me. NOTHING will change that. "

"Okayy whatever you say " Lexi smirked walking away

I just stood there thinking...

Maybe she's right..

But Jas is my wife,the mother of my child, the love of my life. How can I loose feelings for her?

Now only one question remains..

Do I have feelings for Lexi...?

Jas'mariee's POV

Antonio was napping next to me on the couch and the doorbell rang.

I opened the door "Oh.. hey Alexander? "

"Hello.. may I uh..? "

"Of course yeah.. come in! "

He walked in "Look Jas'mariee-"

"Alexander I'm sorry for blowing up on you that day on the phone. I've just been going through a lot and I just lost it. I hope you understand "

"Apology accepted. I was really upset that day? "

"Really? "

"Of course! You're an amazing, beautiful girl and I hate seeing you upset. "

I lightly blushed "Thank you "

He pulled me into a hug "You can always talk to me when you need to okay? "

I pulled away, looked into his eyes, and nodded.

I started getting millions of butterflies in by stomach. Just looking at him is so...wow... WAIT NO YOU'RE MARRIED JAS!!!

Alexander lightly smiled and started leaning in

NO NO NO DON'T DO IT JAS'MARIEE PEREZ!!!!!!

I started leaning in to

DAMMIT JAS STOPPPPPPPP!!

We were centimeters away from eachother then it happened.

He kissed me.

Something about this kiss was different. More different than Jacob's. Jacob's are sweet and passionate. Alexander's are too, but his are just.  You know that he loves you and that he'll never hurt you....

I pulled away "Um.. wow... "

"Yeah uh.. I'm sorry I just.."

"No no it's okay! Um..Antonio is going to wake up soon so you should uh..."

"Yeah yeah of course!  Umm.. bye!! " he said dashing out the door

I plopped on to the couch and screamed

Antonio woke up  "MAMA OKAY?!"

I sighed and lightly smiled "Yes "

Truth is I am not okay.

I just cheated on my husband.

I feel so... terrible.

Unfaithful.

Ashamed.

I have hurt the person u promised to love for better or for worst.

For richer, or for poorer.

As long as we both shall live.

He doesn't even know it yet.

I will never forgive myself for this.  

So no Antonio.. 

Mama is NOT okay.