My Crush

The end of us

Phone rings

Juicyy: hello
Pookie: wyd baby
Juicyy: nun just chilling wyd
Pookie: at work tired and frustrated
Juicyy:. Why u so frustrated baby?
Pookie: I miss my mama and everybody getting on my nerves not letting me grieve
Juicyy; yea I get it babe do u think u need to be at work feeling the way u feeling?
Pookie: I have to work aint nobody taking care of me but me at the moment. So I gotta do what I gotta do
Juicyy: well when u ask I give it so when u say nobody that makes me feel some type of way daddy
Pookie: I'm not talking bout u
Just saying period
Juicyy: ok baby I hear u (rolling my eyes)
Pookie: nobody understands how I'm feeling everybody calling my phone asking me to do this and that. Why I ain't doing this? or whatever Everybody want me to feel what they going through but not understanding that I just loss my mama and I haven't had time to grieve for her because I'm too busy being strong for everyone else
Juicyy: well u don't have to be strong for everyone else daddy u choose to.
U need to just take some time out for u. That's why I be trying to get u over here to me so I can love on u like I suppose to pookie but u won't let me
U rather deal with this shit with everyone but me and that shit hurts and now u want to talk about how everyone getting on your nerves
Well I'm giving u an escape daddy
Pookie: I know baby this shit just hard
Juicyy: I know it is and I'm not gone pretend I know how u feel but I do know about grief and if u don't take that time for yourself u gone go crazy
Pookie: I'm already going crazy babe
I don't want to be in no relationship I dont want to to be bothered with anyone or anything
Juicyy: ( I looked at the phone crazy)
Excuse me wtf u mean pookie
Pookie: (yelling out the phone to co workers ) OK IM COMING !!! (She continues to talk to me) baby let me call u back
Juicyy: (pushed the end button)

I started crying hard I couldn't believe she said what she said. I was good until I got back with her. I should have stayed single! wtf is her fucking problem saying something like that to me when I been there through the roughest times when I could. I gave this girl my heart, I gave her my soul, I gave her everything in me. It's been damn near nine years off and on with her and this the shit she put me through.
( I began texting her)
(READ MY OTHER BOOK- IF YOUR GIRL ONLY KNEW- TO GET THE BACK STORY ON ME AND POOKIE RELATIONSHIP)

Juicyy text to pookie : since you don't want no relationship boo you are free

I walked back in the room where taye was. She seen me crying

Taye: what's wrong baby
Juicyy: we just broke up 😫😫😫😫
Taye: damn what happened (with a concerned look)
Juicyy: she just told me she don't to be in no relationship anymore after basically begging me for a year to be back with her
Why would she do me like that when I been there period since day one. even after she has hurt me over n over .
This hurt me more than anything. I'm done period with her. I'm tired of feeling like I'm doing something wrong when I know I'm not.
Taye : calm down baby u know what you need to do now stay focus on u and your business. It's her loss if she can't see what she has
Juicyy: yes u right
I'm good on her frfr