I'm Ready To Let Go|| Yoongi x Reader

Introduction👏🏼

This is my first time writing 😬 I'm sorry if it sucks 🥺 I'll do my best to improve 💕💕💕
Italics= thoughts
Anyways to the story~

He was kind I promise he was, I don't know what happened. I still remember that gummy smile, the one I haven't seen in years.
We met at a BTS concert I went with my friend, Mina, she loves BTS I just had started getting into them I had only listened to 'Dope'. Mina had been an Army since they debuted.

I remember we were so close to the stage. I could almost hear every time they jumped. Then suddenly I locked eyes with one of the members he just stared at me and then, he smiled, that cute gummy smile. I heard Mina scream so loud if I concentrate hard enough I could still hear it.

The concert ended and we went home. Mina was still screaming in the car luckily her throat gave out and she ended up falling asleep. I don't know why I couldn't forget about him, the one member that I locked eyes with. I decided its best forget about him since I was just probably star struck.

Yoongi's POV

When the concert ended I couldn't forget about that girl I saw, she was so cute and just had sparkling pretty eyes that were too hard to miss but I needed to forget about her. I need to focus on my career.

9 Months Later

BTS was having a tour and Mina was lucky enough to get 2 tickets. "Y/n pleaseeee come with me to the concert" she gave me sad puppy eyes that are hard to resist "fine I'll go with you". It's not that I didn't like BTS and didn't wanna go it's just that the day after I had an exam. It's an easy 100 I was just worried about the sleep I'll be getting (at the moment you are 19 years old and in University).
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The day of the concert came we were practically at the same spot we were at the concert before.

Yoongi's POV

The girl I saw before, she's back I won't let her leave this easy now. I haven't been able to focus ever since I saw her no matter how hard I tried I couldn't forget about her. I've written so many songs just thinking about her. I haven't even met her yet she seems so special to me. I tried to forget her to focus on my career but now I need her just to focus on my career.

Y/N POV

The concert ended it was the best experience of my life. I and Mina were exiting the stadium when suddenly I felt a tug on my arm then everything happened so quickly I wasn't able to react I was pulled and taken.
Once I was able to actually react I just saw 2 security guards that were ahold of me and one of the members of BTS, Min Yoongi. Omg, I'm in a room with Min fucking Yoongi, calm down y/n, breath, wait, stop why am I here?!

I started to come to my senses "Yahh, let me go!" I started running towards the door when I got caught by very muscular arms one of the bodyguards pushed me towards Yoongi and then both of them left and locked the door.

"Hello," he said and I was trying to escape from his grip but he was too strong for me to be able to break through. I ended up giving up, I just stared at him "let me go." "no I just got you can't we talk?" his grip loosened "you just made two bodyguards drag me here and you want to talk?!" "Yes I do, and if I didn't send them you would've slipped out of my life again".Once I felt his grip loosen enough I kicked him in a place I knew would hurt. He groaned in pain. I rushed to the door but it was pointless it was locked and you needed a key to open it.

They must have closed it from the outside.

After a minute I felt a strong grip on my shoulder then suddenly I was pinned to the wall
"Listen I just want to talk what your doing isn't so nice, ever since I saw you I haven't even been able to forget you, I know you haven't been able to forget about me either. Let's get to know each other, Hi I'm Min Yoongi". I obviously already know "I'm Kim Y/N". "What a pretty name" he gave me a smirk.

I was so surprised to give in and actually have a conversation with him. "How is it that you haven't screamed or done anything fangirl like?" "I am more composed and your just some standoff idol. I have no reason to fangirl over someone who just forced me to sit and talk" he looked at me with a surprised and challenging look. We ended up exchanging phone number which I was surprised to even get because of his privacy.

I looked at the time it was 4 in the morning and I had an exam in 3 hours. Perfect. "I need to leave now I have an exam soon and I haven't gotten any sleep" "Oh wow I didn't even realize the time, time fly quickly when I talk to you" I rolled my eyes. He ended up dropping me off to my house. I didn't even realize where I was until I got out it was somewhere I couldn't even recognize, yet it was very close to my town.
"Thanks for dropping me off" "no problem I hope we can meet up again" he winked at me. "Maybe...", he smiled. He gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and left.
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I remember meeting all of the other members I had a very good connection with Jin and Hobi. I still do. I was friends with all of them it felt as if I've known them since we were little kids.

All of that happened 6 years ago

Yes after 8 months of getting to know each other Yoongi asked me to be his girlfriend I was happy, he made me happy. I thought I made him happy too. He asked me to marry him after 5 years of dating and I said "YES!". Everything was perfect Army's didn't have a problem with me but I did sadly lose my friendship with Mina. Things seemed perfect until I got pregnant but then sadly had a miscarriage. Yoongi completely had changed his attitude toward me.

He spent a lot of time out not even at his studio. Most of the time I didn't even know where he was. Times like those I missed my best friend Mina. I was so upset when I lost her it should have never been that way...

Ok well there is my attempt on writing 😅 I'll hopefully get better 🤷🏻‍♀️🥳💕💕