I'm Ready To Let Go|| Yoongi x Reader

Exciment

"Do you really think it's her?" Eun Ji asked with a voice of concern.

"Yes, I-I mean no... I don't know!" I said feeling a bit frustrated. But I do know it's not her. There's no way. They didn't find her body because she threw her self to the deep deep waters where she's most likely not going to be found.

"Well we need to start with asking Hoseok"

Her reply surprised me "can't we just find the address?"
"No, it's Hoseok's we can't do anything without at least asking him. Maybe he will tell the truth?"
"Do we wait for him to come back home?"
"They'll be back by next week it's not a long wait"
"Yea I suppose," I said feeling unsure. As if something was just not right. Is there something I'm missing?

"J-Ji?"

She hummed in response. "Yea?"

"Have you found anything on my father?"

She stayed silent for a bit before saying "didn't you hear he was in Busan?"

"Yes I did but that was 5 years ago... don't you think that maybe he's somewhere else now?"

"I don't think so, there could even be a possibility of him maybe not even..." she sighed and then continued "not even being alive"

She wasn't wrong it's been years and he could possibly be gone. "Yea you're right and even if he was alive I don't think he would have the strength to move anywhere else"

"Yea... let's stop thinking about that" she laughed a bit, making me awkwardly laugh with her. "Let's wait for the guys to come back and we'll see. Okay?"

"O-okay"
"Good now you should get back to sleep"
"Yes I will, thanks Ji"
"No problem"
"Byeee"
"Byee" and I hang up. I should go back to sleep. I made my way back to the bedroom to still see Lia sleeping. How? I laugh quietly a bit to myself and with that she woke up. "You're laughing so loud"
"I-"
"Get back to bed"
She didn't hear when I fell off the bed or when I was talking with Ji and I wasn't even whispering, but she could hear me laughing very quietly. I sighed but went back to bed. I starred at the ceiling for a few minutes not thinking about anything and slowly drifted away to sleep.

In The Morning

I was up to the smell of delicious food waiting for me in the kitchen. I made my way to the kitchen to see Lia making fluffy homemade pancakes.

"Oh, you're awake!" Lia says with such joy.
"Yea I just woke up, the pancakes look delicious," I said almost drooling.
"Well, there's a plate right there grab some" her smile so sincere and full excitement. She's awake early, made breakfast, and seems so happy... too happy.

"Okay tell me what's up?"
She bit her lip still smiling before spinning around and jumping around me yelling out "The boys are coming back today!!!"

It took me a bit to realize what she said, my heartbeat started to accelerate and her big smile was now contagious. I was jumping around with her now full of excitement to see them all again. "Wait but didn't they have one more concert though?"

She paused her jumping and her face expression dropped a bit. "Well yea they did but they had to cancel it with all the death threats most of the members were getting from there"

I started imagining how upset the members must be not being able to perform there. They must be very bummed out about it and Army must be angry about the money they spent on buying the tickets and not being able to see them.

I quickly took out my phone and checked on social media to my surprise no one was angry.

Protect BTS

Don't let anyone hurt them

BTS had to cancel the concert because of death threats fans showing there love and comprehension on the matter

Hope they have a safe flight back to South Korea

Hope no one gets hurt

Yes, there are some comments that are upsetting but with all the good and kind comments it just drowns out the bad ones. I was smiling full heartily just reading all of the comments. "Real Armies obviously would understand"
"Yea you're right they always do" I sighed, put my phone down, and made my way over the table to eat my pancakes.

"So what time will the guys be back today," I said after swallowing my first bite of pancakes. "They'll be back around 11:30 pm I think"
"Ohhh wait how did you know first then I did?" I said feeling a bit offended.
"Because the message Yoongi tried to send to you didn't go through and the one Hobi sent to me did also just check your damn media"

I felt a bit stupid but she walked by me and pat my head. "Yes you're stupid, but it's okay" we both started laughing.

Yoongi's POV

We're finally leaving. I sighed in exhaustion. I enjoyed so much performing, seeing fans, and doing some interviews even though I didn't understand most, and they asked the same 20 questions in every interview.

I'm still upset about that last concert getting canceled, all those fans that bought a ticket and didn't get to see us just makes me feel so bad.

I took a deep breath once I was outside with my suitcase. The stars shining, and the cool night breeze, a bit chilly but it's okay. I put a mask on my face to make sure I don't get sick. I went in the dark, heated up car, while they put my suitcase in the trunk.

I starred outside the window. I could see the moon from there, so pretty. All the leaves on the trees blowing with the wind. I should be sharing the car with Tae and Namjoon.

Not too long after Namjoon entered the car with a yawn. "Hello," he said, his voice sounding a bit hoarse. "Hi, are you okay?"
He took a seat and rested his head on the window. "Yea I'm just sleepy"
"Where's Tae?"

He looked around as if he hadn't taken a good look before and then laid his head back down on the window closing his eyes. "He's probably still fighting with everyone trying to wake him up"

I chuckled a bit. I wasn't too surprised. "He's going to be cranky the whole ride to the airport" I looked across from me to see a sleeping leader. I smiled and laid my head on the window as well to continue looking at the night sky. I hope we can see the night sky together soon Y/N...