I just don't want her to find out I don't think I'm ready for her to find out.
Y/N had a very happy life with her fiancé she was so happy to be with Min Yoongi he made her very happy until she had a miscarriage, and he completely changed, and then...
"Yes everything is fine" "Alright well then I'll be going bye" "Bye"
I don't know how long I'll be able to keep this up. What if I leave her? Should I? She'll feel hurt and she only has me at the moment. Maybe I should just leave her, I can't keep this up anymore. The guilt is eating me up alive. Ugh, what should I do?! Why do you do this to me Y/N?
Y/N's POV
It's been about 3 months the guys should be back to Korea in a week for a while to rest more. Lia is staying in Hoseok's apartment she's always saying it's kinda scary staying there in a luxurious apartment alone so she sometimes stays with me (where you and Yoongi live). We're a bit anxious to see all the guys. I'm still working a bit with Eun Ji. She has a suspicion but I refuse to believe it. It's impossible.
Yoongi was indeed drugged and that relieved me in away. Our relationship is slowly getting back together. Things are all good but why do I have this feeling in my chest? It's like I'm just waiting for something bad to happen.
I finished my glass of wine and went to go lay in bed. I suddenly heard my phone ring. It's Yoongi. I quickly answered the FaceTime call.
"Hey babe," he said waving in the camera. "Hi, how's everything?" "Um it's good I didn't call you too late right?" "No actually good time it's 10 pm here" "Good, it's morning here. You ate dinner right?" "Yes I've eaten dinner and have you eaten breakfast?" "Yes I have" "You seem a bit tired, you should take some rest" "No no! It's fine it's just my shoulder that has been hurting" he said while rubbing his left shoulder a bit. "You should do something about it before going on stage" "Yea I have pain reliever packs on it but just talking to you seems to be making feel all better"
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I smiled at him. "But really be careful and take care of yourself" "Yea I will don't worry aaand I'll be back by next week" "Yea I know! I'm excited to see you again" "Me too!" He flashed the cutest gummy smile I haven't seen in what felt like forever. That smile that I fell in love with and I will never get tired of seeing. "Well, I have to take my leave," he said looking a bit sad. "Oh so soon?" "Yea I know I'm sorry but I'll make up for it okay?" "Okay," I smiled brightly at him. "Byeee," he said waving and hung up. I sighed.
I understand he's busy I just miss him. Hopefully, he's doing alright. I started to feel sleepy so I started getting ready to sleep when suddenly I received a call from Lia.
"Hello?" "Hi Y/N um I know you're probably getting ready to sleep but can you come to Hoseok's apartment," she said almost in a rush. "Now?" "Yes" "Is everything okay?" "Y-Yea... I think, just please make it over here quick" "Yes I'll be right there"
I quickly got out of bed and left the house with a random sweater and sandals. I quickly got in my car and raced to Hoseok's apartment which luckily isn't TOO far. I texted Lia telling her I'm here. I waited in front of the door for about 5 minutes and then the door swung open and Lia rushed me inside.
"What's wrong?" "I want you to look at this" She handed me a piece of paper I skimmed through it and saw that Hosoek has been sending money to someone.
"I wasn't snooping around his things I swear I wasn't. I was looking for the remote for the tv and I found that behind the tv stand. You can check the video-" "It's okay Lia I believe you, don't worry" "Thank you," she said and my eyes softened
"Now about this, I'm not sure what to say I don't know who he's sending money to he could be sending money to his parents or sister. Why did you call me for this?" "There's a name... the name brought my attention"
I looked at the paper again quickly looking for the name and found it. My eyes widened.
"I-I remember you mentioning to me that you would call her Minari at times..."
My eyes watered up with tears threatening to fall. No stop it's not her she's gone! I quickly blinked making the tears go away. I took a deep breath in and out.
"There's no way Lia, she's gone" "They said they never found her body just saw her jump off" "She's gone Lia and there's nothing to do about it" Lia sighed. "Can you stay over today?" She asked while pouting a bit. "Alright I will I'm in pajamas anyways" "Yay!" She said all giddy. We went over to the bed and she feels asleep FAST. But for some reason I couldn't sleep I kept tossing and turning but couldn't. Eventually, I fell off the bed with a big thud.
How can she still be asleep? I thought while rubbing my bottom and getting up. I won't be able to go to sleep. I sighed and went to the living room. I grabbed my phone from where it was charging and called Eun Ji. She luckily answered. "H-Hello?" "Hey Ji" "Y/N? Why are you calling so late I-" "I need you to trace an address" "Is everything alright?" "I don't know anymore..."
