There was in my life that I thought I got everything. Living my dreams. Just one more push and I will live in the starlight. People will recognize me for who I am. My parents will be proud of me once again. And they will love me back, truly.
Just as I thought I have everything then it all faded away in one snap of a finger.
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30 minutes had passed since I lay in my bed. Ate Kelly is in the kitchen cooking for dinner. Bukas na. Bukas ko na siya makikita ulit. Who would have thought magkikita kami again for a long time after my heartbreak. Well di naman literal. My Boyfriend naman ako kaso umuwi sa probinsya nila kasi gusto niya ng magcollege. Tama na din siguro ang 6 na buwan niya dito sa manila. Hindi tuloy ako makapagfocus kasi palagi niya kong inaaway. Di tuloy ako nakapagfocus at bumagsak pako sa board exam. Tssssss.
Tama na siguro na LDR muna kami ngayon. Mahal ko din naman siya kahit papano. Kaso nga lang di ko talaga madefine yang love na yan ehhh. Napakabilis komg magsawa sa lalaki. Pinakamasaklap pa. I keep in insisting to myself that I love that damn guy kahit halata na I just keep on crying. Wala na din binibigay sa akin yung mga lalake kundi sakit ng ulo. What can I do? Mahal ko ehh. Tsaka ayokong magisa noooooh!
Well that's it. I don't want to be alone. Ayokong mag-isa.
"Yanaaaaaa!! Kain na labas na jan! May date ka pa bukas matulog ka maaga." Sigaw ni ate Kelly.
Anak ng pusang gala naman ohhhh! Wagas kung makatawag tong si ate ahhh.
"Ohhhh. Eto na po. Palabas na ate." Sagot ko.
Nilapag ko cellphone ko sa mesa at tumingin kay ate kelly. Trip kong maglasing ngayon. Gusto kong magbar. Gusto kong makalimot. Pero alam ko di ko pwedeng gawin. Di ko kaya. Ewan ko ba basta andito sa tabi ko si ate kelly di ako marunong magpasaway. She really keeps me grounded. Para bang may takot ako sa kanya. I don't want to disappoint her.
"Di ko alam pero gusto kong ibigay sayo to ngayong gabi. I guess you need this to loosen up. You need this to open up on me. Parang malalim kasi yang iniisip any glow in your eyes. You are so down. Kaya hayan!!! Inumin mo hanggat kaya mo. Andito lang ako." Sabay patong ni ate kelly ng isang bucket ng smirnoff mule.
I let out a deep sigh. She knows me. My tears are starting to pool. I bit my lower lip and said.
"How I wish you are really my sister!"
I was about to stand and hug her when She stopped me. She raised her hands up like she is surrendering. Really. I do wish she is my sister. I'm so lucky to have her talaga. Salamat Lord.
"Hepppp! Stop the drama! No hugs. Spill the beans. Let's get to the point. What is it this time?"
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Godbless people!
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A Moment in Time
Любовные романыAlam ko mas maganda parin yung the notebook pero iba rin naman if makikiuso ako. This is my love story. Sana mapupulutan niyo to ng aral.
