Romeo and Julio

Chapter 5 tears

I woke up an hour before we usually get up. I felt different. As if in my sleep I became a new person. I lay there and thought about everything. All the things of my life. My past, my future, school, Julio. He was so right about all he spoke. It made me like him even more.

But yet it was different. A different kind of like. For example I love gelato but yet I liked Julio more then I love gelato. Could I love Julio?

No way that's foolish I'm not homosexual. yet why does my heart skip a beat when I think of a possibility of me and Julio being together in a sensual way.

What has he done to me none of it makes sense. He has done something to me to make me think this way.

I can't be around him.

He is sinful.

I heard him move in his bed. I put on my clothes as quietly as I possibly could. I left the room and snuck down to Marcos room. I knocked as lightly as I could so I would wake Marco but not Fabian his roommate. after a few minutes Marco opened. " What's up Romy- woah what's wrong." I realized I accidentally let a tear roll down my cheek.

I tried to speak I was to afraid to hear what Marco was going to say. He pulled me into his room as I hugged him. I was crying so much that I could barely see anything around me. Marcos arm guided me to his bed and we sat down together. I could see Fabian was still in deep slumber.

I am sinful.

I am sinful.

These words echoed in my head. It gradually got louder.

I am sinful

I am sinful.

Eventually I heard Marcos voice above the one in my head. "when your ready tell me what's wrong." He said patting my shoulder. "What if I told you I am a person full of sin. What if I told you that I don't even think confession can help me. What if I told you I don't think there is anyway I can be saved. I'm scared Marco ... I'm truly terrified." The words could hardly escape my mouth I kept getting chocked up. " Look Romy I have no Idea what has triggered this but you are probably the most sinless of us all-" "NO Marco you don't understand what I've done. I'm in danger. They will kill me.Punish me .God knows worse." I said raising the volume if my voice."Shh tell me what you've done. Is it to do with Julio?" He whispered back. " I can't tell you I know you'll turn your back on me and I don't think I can cope with that." I was trying to avoid another shower of tears. "What has Julio done to you?" he replied sounding slightly angry.

Julio! He's done this to me. All that 'illness' was my love for him . Ever since he's arrived I've became homosexual.

But I'm NOT that's not me. Its him that is sinful. He's deceiving me. I am heterosexual

Julio is sinful

Julio is sinful

Julio is sinful

I stormed out of the room and into my own were Julio's sinful self was still asleep.

(A/N : Yeah it's a cliffhanger what will happen next? will Marco find out? is Julio sinful? will Romeo except himself?

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