blue | lookism x reader [DISCONTINUED]

eight

8.failed attempts

You want to give up.

And before anyone starts complaining, giving up is normal.

Sureeee, you'll get shamed, a wagged finger by your mom or friends (pfffft what friends?) and the rest of your living nights having this exact scenario of you not being strong enough, too lazy to do anything and so fucking dumb but who cares?

Eh, you kinda do.

You do want to give it to him, you really do! But the entourage of girls following him is just too much.

You can't manage to find a time when he's not surrounded by the ladies and you want to do this as quietly as possible.

You DEFINITELY don't want the other girls having a wrong idea of what you're doing- they all had a cat fight with some guy after he had accidentally opened the door when Daniel stood pretty close by it, which almost did knock his head off but probably would've done a scratch at best- the boy was as shocked as you.

Wait how do you know all of that?!

You ask, well, you've just been stalking him for the last couple of school hours...

Ahahaha. I feel so dumb...

But this was the best way to sneak in to give it to him!

The school bell rings with you still having your apology in hand.

(Did you make a sorry card? Yes you did. You thought it would be awkward if you just showed up)

I guess I'll have to try again tomorrow...

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You go straight to your bedroom when you reach home.

You don't bother waiting for anyone, you've already gotten a text from your mom earlier saying that she won't be back till late (geez, she's just started and they're already working her this hard) and there's nothing else to do in the house- all the unpacking has been done and you don't feel like cooking today.

You lay on your bed, tired and confused by today's events.

Your eyes seem to want to focus on other things though.

There a cobweb by the corner of your bedroom...
(You say you'll get rid of that but you know you won't)

The wallpaper is flaking off behind the night stand...
(Eh, cover it with the night stand?)

The windowsills are all dusty...
(Ew)

The paint is uneven...
(They seriously couldn't do a better job?)

The neighbours are loud...
(Shut up)

It's too stuffy in this room...
(That's annoying...)

The door won't shut properly...