A vision of Memoir

A Necklace, A Bracelet and A Friend

I dreamt of a world full of colors,
with people hiding their skeletons in their closet's doors.
They seem smiling in front of me,
I never thought that they would stab me-- unknowingly.

But I tried to continue my journey and walk,
to me-- no one dared to talk.
They only looked at me strangely,
seems like I'm an alien in this story.

Yes, I wished long ago that they would notice me,
but this is not the attention I longed to be given to me,
So I cried madly,
confused-- what world would accept someone like me?

Then I woke up with tears in eyes,
realizing that all of those wasn't a dream nor lies.
I cried and cried-- then someone sat beside me,
"Dont worry I got you" he said then embraced me.

I told him I really tried my best to live,
it's just that my very will bereaved.
I wonder how everybody can easily breathe,
Then me-- drowning beneath.

"I have a gift for you" he offered.
so I looked at it and hovered.
"Take it then everything will be fine"
So I accepted it-- shivering down my spine.

A necklace and a bracelet,
a deep brown and dark scarlet.
I wore it even without glancing,
He smiled "You look-- amazing"

I feel the pain and it's calming,
This made me appreciate the feeling of dying.
Do you know that rope in my neck and a cut in the wrist,
are so beautiful-- far from what we think it is.

My eyes suddenly felt heavy,
darkness now seems comforting me.
"Darling, you deserve something more than the pain of this world, now take a rest and sleep in peace.",
So I close my eyes-- then pain was eased.