o*o cause someone requested.
Jane Marie's P.O.V
So okay, yeah right. He was just on the phone, Arvin was JUST on the phone. But "babe" ? Who would even call his sister Babe? -.-
Yeah. I ran away far from Arvin. Geez, why did I have to confess this quite early? So this is heartbreak? Fucking shit. Maybe Makayla and her chicks was right, I'll just be dreaming that Arvin would like somebody like me.
I ran to the nearest bench, sobbing. Until a girl grabbed my arm.
"Ew. You're Jane right? -.- You should be ashamed!" she then ran away.
what? what is this thing about!
I called Janna, she never looked back. I called her twice she still never did. So I ran to her and blocked her way.
"What's wrong Janna?" I asked
"Ask yourself Jane Marie. Be ashamed." She said
"Ask what? Seriously? What did I do?!" I confusingly asked.
Janna then grabbed her phone, opened to the voice msgs thing and let me listen to something.
my eyes widened. how could Arvin even do this to me?
"Janna let me explain." i begged
"Explain? Jane! we told each other to never chase after boys! we told and PROMISED each other that we wouldnt confess first to guys. We are girls Jane. Aren't you ashamed of what you did?" Janna repremanded
"Look Janna. I know we did and we promised. Look. It doesn't always mean we need to wait for the boys to tell us. Sometimes greater love stories start when it's real, when you'll confess it and never wait for the other person to do that so. Sometimes you will never know if someone loves you if you don't say that first." I said
Janna's eyes widened. she grabbed my arm to the canteen, and we sat on the chair.
"Jane Marie. what happened to you?!!"
"Janna, love is love. you can do anything for it. i guess i was just wrong about that this time."
"Jane Marie! we know how guys do that to us. they're just gonna break our hearts!"
"Janna. not all guys are like that! not just because nathaniel did that you doesn't mean all the guys are like thaniel too!"
"JANE! never insert thaniel's name again. So you think arvin is different? for your information he had 10 girlfriends already and it started when he was fifth grade!"
"Janna. i absolutely don't care. all this blackmails i get now? I know arvin did that voice thingy. he wasn't really on the phone after all. but seriously even though he did that to me? im still inlove with him. he defended me too jan. i know maybe im blind in love but some infinities are just greater than other."
"Jane. you're not the same person I know. Fuck your imaginations. Who would even love or even dare to like somebody like you?! Look at the mirror. you're dreaming to get a campus crush? ew jane stop with that fucking imaginations. disgusting."
"Janna. I don't have time to argue with you and you pinpointing my flaws. I'm not flawless, not perfect, not pretty, not attractive but the new pretty is the smart girls. Did you get that? I have to to anyways."
After that, I walked out. Janna was right, everybody was right. But still I'm inlove with Arvin Joseph. He's my one and only and he's worth this blackmails for. If they wan't a pretty jane? that they won't vomit every morning seeing this face of mine? they'll get what they want. just wait..
chapter 3: makeover ?
