Jane Marie's P.O.V
everything was clear, the lies and the truth was reavealed. Arvin Joseph, will be the guy I'd love for the rest of my life. Everybody knows that I'm dying, and I'm pretty sure they're celebrating the heck right now. Who cares? who needs a thousand of friends when you have that one and only who'll love you for the rest of their life?
Arvin Joseph bid goodbye to me as Janna drove me home. Janna and I's conversation were back to normal, back to laughing at dogs wearing sunglasses. But Janna noticed that my laugh was really powerless, and so is my voice. My lips were dry and paler than ever.
Janna greeted my parents as she sent me home. Janna left, my mom and my dad asked me if I felt pains or anything. I told them I'm okay and don't mind me.
Arvin Joseph, he's all over my mind. He whispers me to cheer up every single time. I always hear his voice whispering in my ears. Oh only if I could be better.
Arvin Joseph, I hope i'll have you forever.
I'm laying in my bed, reading the fault in our stars by John Green. It was awesome and I realized it was synoynmous to our love story. I as Hazel Grace and Arvin Joseph as Augustus Waters. But nevertheless, Arvin Joseph won't die so pshh it's not the same.
Arvin Joseph sent me a phone call, my ate Yvonne handed me the ear phone so I could talk to him without clicking something in my phone. He told me that his heart problems was healed, and he could be as happy he could be and he could play his sports basketball as much as he can before. I told him how happy I am for him. He asked me if I'm getting better and I told him I am by just hearing his angelic whispers in my ears.
Mom and Dad won't let me go out of the house anymore, nor talk to Arvin Joseph. I told them that only Arvin Joseph would make me feel happier and would make me feel better. But they're saying that Arvin Joseph will just influence me to die. That made me annoyed, they didn't even get to know Arvin Joseph yet and they're judging him already. If they only knew, that without Arvin Joseph I would have died already.
I told Arvin Joseph about those things, and he was telling me maybe it was for my own good. But I know that he knows how eager I am to see him. I always sneak out talking to Arvin Joseph late nights.
Saturday morning, something was playing. It was very familiar, so is the voice. It's Arvin Joseph singing "Rude". Whaaat?
"I'm gonna marry her anyway"
I wanted to see and hug Arvin Joseph but I'm locked out in my room, also I can't stand anymore.
I wanted to shout, my voice is really soft now. Until the door opened, it was Arvin Joseph.
I smiled, he went nearer to me and place a pillow behind my back to let me sit.
"I'm here love. I love you. Stay Strong. I'll be always here for you." he said
"You're the prettiest girl I've ever seen, no matter what happens. Just remember I'm always here for you. If ever we will cross paths, just remember my heart is still beating the same way, and forever it'll stay." he added
Does it mean something? does he mean something?
"Thank--thank you Arvin. Will you please come back someday?" I begged
"I promise I will." Arvin said while letting go of my hand and leaving my room.
---> fast forward next chapter okay?
