Addition of the last chapter. (it's so fast idc)
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Jane Marie's P.O.V
Yes. I read. I read all Arvin's text messages. I don't have the energy and power to reply or talk to him anymore. Literally. I'm getting weaker and weaker every single day. I can't even stand as long as before anymore. I'm loosing more white blood cells. Janna asked me too meet with her tomorrow at 3PM, I agreed. It has been a long time since I've seen Janna Dina smiling. I'll do my best to go tomorrow and meet my old bestfriend. As of now, I'm here.
Laying in my bed, covered with blankets and dextrose hung on the ceiling, and also a bag of white blood cells incase it will come to the point. I have lost them all.
I turned really pale and white of course. I can't eat as much as before, I only eat is soup or congees, or noodles. Anything that is associated with liquids. I can't chew anymore, my jaws weakened.
My phone beeped again, I don't want to open it. Maybe Arvin Joseph would pick out my wrong doings all over again. I'm tired already. I really am.
Tomorrow came. I begged my mom to let me go there, promised her that I will take care of myself. Janna fetched me at home, it's so great seeing her sweet smile again.
She moved my wheelchair and carried me to the frontseat of her car, wrapping me around the seatbelt. She folded my wheelchair and placed it on her compartment.
She drove me to the audio hall, I asked her what's this.
She told me "Just watch, my friend."
After that we arrived at the campus,
She got the wheelchair from the compartment and carried me on to it. She pushed the wheelchair going to the audio hall.
I asked her "Please don't tell me, you're going to ditch me again." I laughed while asking.
She laughed too, how lovely to hear her laughter again. "Don't worry. I won't now."
Spotlights were on us, the hall was full of rose petals, guitar strings were playing. Arvin Joseph's here again singing fall for you.
Am I dreaming all over again? Is this happening again?
"Jane Marie. This song is only for you, and just for you. But before I sing this song, I would love to hand this microphone to your old bestfriend. To explain something." Arvin said
This is getting into my nerves, what is this about again?
"Jane Marie. Hey. Uhm. It's me Janna. Remember when I told you about not to like Arvin Joseph? because he's like my ex boyfriend Nathaniel? who broke my heart? Yeah. he's actually nathaniel. Arvin Joseph is Nathaniel John. I call him that way, because remember my favorite movie? Dina and Nathaniel?" she said
What? This is...
"I told you both good and bad things about him, but he wasn't really a heartbreaker. I realized he actually left me with a good reason. He doesn't want me to chase after him and he doesn't want me to be depressed much more when he's gone. You know consider yourself lucky, Arvin never did this things to me. He never did thinking of coming back to me. Yes. I told him about your lukemia. He's here for something really sweet and great. Promise." she added
It made me cry and at the same time laugh. I wanted to go upstairs and hug Janna, but I'm weak. I can't do those things anymore.
"It's my turn, but before those here's a song for my girl, for the prettiest girl anymore, and for the girl I would die for and lives in my heart forever." Arvin said.
He started playing fall for you. He's voice is really a melody in my ears. My tears fell continuously.
"And now. For a speech for my love, I'm sorry. I didn't know. You're correct, I was full of myself. I hope you'll give me a second chance to tell you that we can live in each other's fantasies. We will cheer each other up and remind each other that we love each other. I hope you'll give me a second chance to live my life with you, and your life living with me. I won't leave you Jane Marie, I will wait for you." Arvin said
Arvin. Being arvin again. I miss this. <3
Janna handed me the microphone.
"Your turn. Smile." she whispered
"Arvin Joseph. Thank you for this, and I never stopped loving you. I can't sing for you like before, but my heart sings for you everyday. You'll wait for me, I'll wait for you. Take care of yourself Arvin Joseph. Yes. We will have a second chance together. We will wake up smiling at each other everyday. Let's live each other's life together. Thank you for being my everything, and again. i love you to death Arvin Joseph. I will." I said
Arvin went off the stage of audio room and hugged me. I hugged him back, tears of mine was falling so is his? This is meaning of true love. Indeed living life with somebody you love truly, will be a life well lived.
*o* 4 chapters in a day whaaat xD
