Jane Marie's P.O.V
What's wrong with Arvin right now? He bugs my mind. I know there is something wrong. And I need to find that "something" out.
"Arvin, are you okay? What's wrong love?" I asked.
"Nothing, really. I'm happy see." he said while forcing a smile.
"Stop with that. I know you're just forcing to smile." I said
"What do you want me to say? I'm not happy? Okay if that's what you want. I'm not happy. I'm worried. I don't know if I could stay longer with you, I don't know how long will be our togetherness remain." he said angrily.
"Arvin Joseph. What's happening?" I asked confusingly
"You don't need to know. If I tell you it's nothing, it's nothing!" he said really annoyed.
"I think you need to have a time for yourself. You need space for awhile? Okay. I'll also return the favor. Tell me when you're up to see me." I told him.
After that I walked out, what the hell is wrong with Arvin Joseph? I need to find out. So I asked his friends via facebook chat, they always tell me to ask Arvin instead. Until I chose to the last choice, ask her sister Babe Lovette.
"Okay. Jane Marie. Don't tell I told you. Arvin Joseph have this heart problem. If his acting foolish, trust me it's because he loves you so much and he's afraid to make you cry." Babe said.
"Oh. Thanks Babe. Promise I won't tell arv." I replied.
What? Arvin Joseph? Heart problem?
We have the same problem, actually.
I'm dying too. Why didn't he tell me? So I can tell him too? What does he want?
"Arvin we need to talk." I texted him
"Yeah. We really need to. See you tomorrow 5PM, music room. Backstage." Arvin replied.
What's going on? Ughhh.
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Tomorrow came, 5PM came. I went to the music room backstage. Arvin was there standing, no piano, no spotlights, no microphones just plainly himself and his face with no reactions.
"You came." he said
"I promised" I told him
"What made you ask me for a talk? I thought you'll give me space" Arvin said
"Why are you doing this? What's going on?" I said
"Stop being so selfish and full of yourself Arvin, I worry about you. You are my everything, what will happen to me without you? I'm nothing without you Joseph. I'm nothing" I added.
"Exactly! Precisely my point, Jane Marie. What will happen to you if I'll be gone in this world? I'm dying Jane. And I'm giving you space and time so you'll be ready incase I would bid my last goodbye in the world. I'm dying in a cardio problem." Arvin said.
"So what do you think? Only you? Stop being full of yourself. Sometimes you need to open up your mind and seek for others. What happened to the Arvin Joseph, I fell for? Arvin Joseph I died inside for? Tellme?" I said
"If you're just gonna give me anger and chills, if you're just gonna worsen my day. I'm leaving. I appreciate that you're doing this things for me, but know what others could have and feel too." I added and left the music room.
Yeah. I'm dying too. That's it.
Arvin Joseph's POV
What did Jane Marie mean? She's dying? What? In what way? I think Jane Marie has a point. I need to know what others would feel before doing such things without thinking.
I asked her old bestfriend, Janna Dina. Yes. She's Dina. She was my ex-girlfriend. She calls me Nathaniel, because of the movie. Movie about Nathaniel and Dina.
"Dina... i mean Janna. Is Jane Marie dying?" I asked.
"Why ask me? You ruined our friendship!" she said
"What do you mean? Move on Janna. We're over." I said
"I know. I just wanna remind you how you broke my heart!!!" she said
"I didn't. I told you I did it for you. So that you won't be much more depressed if I'm gone. Now you've moved on, and you can live without me with you already. " I said
"Ughh. Now you're telling me I'm the wrong one here. Okay. Jane Marie had a lukemia when she was about thirteen. It was said gone when she was fifteen. I don't know if it came back again." she said
Lukemia? Jane Marie? I feel so sorry. Why didn't I know this things first?
"Now. You see? She's dying too. She can't love you more and longer than I can. Love me back, Arvin Joseph. Please." janna added and begged
"Look Janna Dina. We're over. I've moved on, hope you did too. It has been months already since we seperated. I smile everyday, seeing you not chasing after me anymore. I smile everyday cause you're living without me by your side anymore. I love you but not the same way as much as I did anymore. Cause I fell for someone else, and it's Jane Marie. I hope you can understand that. We are meant to be, we're both dying. But we can cheer up and strengthen each other and live more." I said emotionally
Janna was shocked.
"You're right Arv. I should have realized this before. Sorry for interupting you're great lovestory. Please forgive me." Janna said
"It's okay. I'm happy that you realized that. Will you help me get the girl of my life back, Janna. Will you?" I asked her.
"Yes. Just tell me when you need me. Nathaniel... I mean Arvin." I said
I smiled and waved her goodbye. I texted and called Jane Marie for a hundred times already, but i got no answer. I'm starting to worry. What happened to Jane Marie?
Is she okay? I hope she is. I hope she will give me a second chance.
I asked Janna to let Jane Marie go to the audio hall tomorrow at 3PM. She said yes.
Tomorrow. Please. Come. </3
Sad chapter O.o
