Jane Marie's P.O.V
Arvin Joseph came back, I woke up with him lying in my arms. Thank you for another day with Arvin Joseph, Lord. Thank you.
Arvin Joseph noticed my presence,
"Goodmorning my girl." Arvin greeted.
"Goodmorning. Suprised I still woke up?" I said laughing.
"Don't be like that, if you die, i'll die with you. If it takes my soul just to be with you, I would do it. Because I love you that much Jane Marie." he said
I was touched by his words, I became vulnerable. He's so cute.
"Don't. Please don't. I know you love me, but if you love me so much you wouldn't die with me. I would be happier if I'd die with you moving on, and live your life to the fullest. Imagine, you're safe. And you're going to this danger zone again just because of me? No. Promise I'll wait for you up above. In that, we will love eternally." I said
"Jane Marie. I love you. So much. Really." Arvin Joseph said once again.
It is my first time to see him cry. And I could feel that he's afraid to loose me.
"I'm afraid to loose you. I don't know how I can live without you. I don't know." he added
"Don't be. You know you'll never loose me. I know I'll be in your heart. Forever." I said while kissing his forehead.
He smiled at me. I smiled at him. Even though, I'm this weak he still makes me feel I'm strong.
I remembered that Arvin Joseph has a
basketball practice today, isn't he going??
"Wait. Arvin, you're not going to the practice? This is the opportunity you waited for a long time." I asked
"Yes, it's today. But I'd rather stay with you." he said
"No. I want you to go there, because I know how much you've wanted to be in the varsity." I said
"Yes. but, I want you more than to be in the varsity team." he replied.
Those words struck me out. Oh, Arvin Joseph.
"Thank you. So much. I love you." I said
"I love you too--" he said then his phone rang.
"A minute." he excused himself.
Arvin Joseph's P.O.V
"What is it now again, Lea?" I asked
"I thought you wanna join back to the gang? Let's meet today at 6PM" Lea said
"Will see. I told Jane Marie 3PM." I said
"You're still not over with that Jane Marie? I thought you're like uhm over her anymore? Bro. You need a better girl, someone really healthy and pretty." Lea said
"I know I said that before, but I think I fell for her once again. I don't really know." I replied
"Come on bro. The gang is waiting for you. It's more fun here than that boring girl who doesn't even know how to party. Just go here if you're up. I'm going, Bye." Lea said as she ended the phone call.
Yes. I wanna go back to the gang, I'm a gangster before but Jane Marie changed my way to the right one. I don't know what came into my mind. Should I leave Jane Marie or not?
I went back to her room, she smiled.
"Who was it?" she asked
"If you don't mind" she added
"Ahhh. It's just ahmm, Janna. She asked me if you're doing well or getting better." I lied and I felt guilty
"Oh okay. Don't engage yourself with illegal activities okay? Stay who you are right now Arvin Joseph." she reminded me.
I felt even more guilty...
"Of course, everything for you Jane Marie." I said.
It's already 4Pm, should I go?
Lea sent me a text message again reminding me to go back to the gang..
I excused myself to go to the comfort room, maybe there I can think more and deeply..
Jane Marie's P.O.V
Arvin Joseph left his phone, it kept on vibrating and beeping. So I checked on it,
"Arvin, wassup now? The gang missed you. Aren't you coming back?"
"Arviiiiin? You said you're going. All plans were arranged. Come on. Killjoy!"
"You said you're over of Jane Marie that boring girl who has a lukemia, pshhh wish she died."
I'm done, and upset. Arvin Joseph is coming back to his gang. He was a gangster?
How come I didn't know all this stuffs?
I heard arvin joseph opening the door knob, I hurriedly acted like I didn't know or see anything. I faked a smile at him.
"Nothing to tell me?" I asked
"What do you mean?" he said confused
"Oh. I mean, check your phone. It kept on beeping." I said.
"You may go now, if you want to. Your GANG missed you." I said angrily.
