Chapter 8

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"Care to tell me what happened to you in the hospital?" She asked, taking the last bite from the food she cooked.

"Violet please believe me when I tell you I don't know either. Thank you for the food and can I just go to my room now?" The food was really good, she never fails to amaze me with recipes she made up."Actually, that's not all I want to speak to you about. About Britney-your eyes glew bright blue, if I'm not mistaking. I'm not an expert but by the stories I heard at the pack house and at school, only high rank werewolves have blue eyes?"

"They...They often turn blue. Especially when I shift into a wolf. Or also when Kate is close to taking over me... They just do that I don't know why." I couldn't look straight into her eyes for some reason. I was afraid and ashamed of the way I acted today.
"Look Rachel, I can feel you're getting closer and closer to finding out who you really are and to be honest, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you'll change and you won't be the sister I grew up with. Promise me you won't let me down." I finally poked in her eyes. They were full of worry and sadness, and the reason is me.

I just got up and went to my room not saying anything anymore. I'm sorry Violet but I can't promise anything right now.
I was halfway to my room but stopped when I heard quiet sobs coming from the kitchen. Violet was covering her face with her hands while silently crying. I hate myself for being the way I am, I'm so sorry Violet...

With that I entered my room and into the balcony I go to cleat my thoughts. I'm such a mess and everyone suffers because of me. I will change this soon, I promise. I dialed Lucas' number and hoped he would respond.

"Hey Lucas, I know it's late but I just..." A tear escaped my tear and I bit my lower lip, trying to stop myself from crying. "I just wanted to apologize for everything. Have a good night... "He didn't say anything but I knew he listened very carefully to everything I've said on the phone. Then I hung up, not waiting for a reply anymore.

The sky was clear tonight, showing the bright stars that watch over all of us. There was no purpose on keeping myself away from emotions under the stars, they could see everything. So, I let all of my pain and sorrow out and waterfalls of tears rolled down on my red cheeks.
After some minutes of star-gazing, I went inside and to sleep, wanting to forget everything that happened today.

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