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B.Smyth - "Too Many Reasons""Who the fuck is up at this hour," you cursed in response to the annoying knocks on your door. Flipping back your comforter and sheets you stepped out onto the cold hardwood floors.
Stepping in front of the door you didn't even bother to look through the peep hole opening it you revealed a highly intoxicated Odell being carried by two of his teammates. "Sorry to bother you we were just out celebrating and-," He tried to explain but, you quickly dismissed him with a quick hand raise.
"Save it," you said while stepping back to let them in, "dump him on the couch please and thank you." They did as instructed carrying the giant man over to your gray suede sofa and plopping him flat on his stomach.
Letting them out you said your goodbyes and wished them safe travels as you locked the door. Walking back into the living room you sighed looking at the mess of a Odell you'd be babysitting for tonight.
"Get up," you said squatting down to his level and tapping him on the shoulder. "Please, Yn not tonight," he slurred as you rolled your eyes and finishing with a chuckle.
"Get up Odell, you've got some explaining to do," you said while standing up with your hands on your hips, "why the fuck did you get them to drop you off here and not at your home with your wife?"
"Because," he whined as you sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose. "What part of we're not together, you cheated on me a millions times and we ended things do you not understand?" You asked.
You were tired, after things ended with Odell you completely wanted to wash your hands with him.
However, he still insisted on making appearances in your life as if he didn't already fuck you up enough. "Why can't you allow me to be happy Odell," you asked he was now sitting up and giving you all his attention, "I've allowed you to move on and be happy can you please consider some else's feelings for once."
He sighed and sat his head in his hands, "I miss you Yn," he blurted looking up at you he had tears in his eyes but for some reason your heart couldn't find sympathy for him.
You couldn't help but to think about all the nights you cried alone, all the times you questioned your self worth, and all the times you had to wonder did you even deserve to be loved.
"Say something," he said as you shrugged. "What do you want me to say Odell that I miss you," you asked, "If I told you everything you did wrong we'd be here all night."
You didn't wanna explain shit to someone that felt that was they did wasn't wrong. You could look in Odell's eyes he wasn't serious about anything.
"I'm gonna call you and Uber and it's gonna take you back to where you belong," you stated while leaving the room. It was time for you to be selfish and demand your healing.
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Eh *shrugs* hope you guys enjoy I'm trying to stay consistent.