How gay- I mean how may I help you?

Need is a Weird Word

I really didn't want to write this because SOMEBODY is reading but it had to be done at some point. Uh, this is very smutty with some BDSM i guess idk :/

Jasper

When I open my eyes I immediately sigh. I know where I am because it's warm and everything smells of Lucas. Lucas sweats in his sleep. Not in the way where you'd think he was having a nightmare, but in the way that if you ran your hand down his back it'd be damp.

I look over at him, notice he's still lying on my arm, and pull him closer to me. He automatically curls into me and I brush his hair out of his face. The hickeys from the other day still stain his neck and I feel pride wash over me with goosebumps.

Mine, mine, mine.

I kiss his temple until he stirs before biting his ear. I need more of him. I need anything from him. I need him.

Right when Lucas opens his eyes I lean down fully to kiss him; open mouthed, morning breath, naked and raw. He moans into my mouth and it scares me because it's almost like breathing when you've been under water for so long. Or, after hours of waiting to know, your mom did make it to your concert. 

"Mm, what was that?" Lucas asks, trying to push me away, but I won't let him.

"I'll show you again," I crawl down so I'm level with him and mounting him. 

I nod into him, into those addicting and irresistible lips and let myself go.

If I could describe how it feels to kiss Lucas Jensen it feels like flying and burning at the same time. Like time should stop if it hadn't already. 

Lucas' hands find my hair and tangle in their slight curls from rolling around in my sleep.  

I dig my hips down into his until I feel his grip harden as he does too.

"That was fast," I whisper hotly against his mouth.

"What do I say to that?" He sounds breathless and it makes me want, no need, to make him speechless.

"You don't have to say anything, but you can make pretty noises for me," I smirk dominantly as he blushes up at me.

When I push down against him again he moans and it sends an adrenaline rush through me.

I begin to tug at his pants, needing to feel him, all of him. I unbutton his pants and pull down the zipper before sitting up and starting to do the same to mine.

Lucas puts his hand over mine, "Stop."

Immediately, I stop, "What's wrong?"

"I- I'm not ready." He looks away from me and I see the red on his cheeks again. The red is like a stop sign telling me, 'No jokes here please', because he's vulnerable right now and his reaction would come from a sensitive place.

"Okay," I say gently, then stick my hand in his pants, "Doesn't mean I can't do anything to you, does it?"

He shakes his head slowly, but I can feel how tense he is. There's just no way I'm going to be able to be slow about this. 

Lucas

"Can I tie you up?"

I blush even harder, trying not to show how scared I was that he even asked that question. I feel so out of my comfort zone right now. Can we switch positions? Why am I so submissive? Help.

"Y-yes," I'm trembling. I'm fucking shaking. How embarrassing.

Jasper gets off of me to go over to my closet. He begins searching for something to tie me up with. Tie me up like how? Where? What position?