BTS Imagines

J-hope

"Since when did he have the confidence to show up on camera?"

"Is it just me or is his face getting longer and longer?"

"He looks so much like a horse now."

"Don't forget his neighing laugh too. So annoying!"

"Hahaha! His mixtape didn't even do well."

Hoseok's phone was suddenly stripped from him. Looking up through his teary eyes was Namjoon with a worried look.

"Hyung, you're not supposed to be reading that." he attempted to hide his phone.

"Give it back, Joon." Hope mumbled.

"Hyung. You know it's not---"

"I said give it back dammit!!" Hoseok screamed standing up, coming face to face with Namjoon. His face furious, the latter's scared.

"Hoeseok-ah." Seokjin whispered. "Stop it. There's no need to get mag---"

"Easy for you to say. Frikkin worldwide handsome." Hope seethed. His nose was flaring and his eyes now leaked with tears.

He grabbed the phone from Namjoon and rushed out the studio. He pulled his hood up as he exited the building. Although it was 2 in the morning, he still had to be wary of the fans.

He walked and walked. Tears slowly making their way down his face.

The comments have been going on for a week now since the launch of his variety show where he's just himself. Bare faced, simple, not as J-hope of BTS but Jung Hoseok. Apparently people didn't like that. Some loyal fans even churned, finally seeing how he is in real life as the variety so promised. They didn't expect his extremely uncontrollable side. His happy-go-lucky, noisy, obnoxious personality. The side of him he only showed to his members, staff and family.

It tore him apart. The company said it would be a great way to let himself loose. To show the more of himself besides what he shows BTS. Unfortunately, that plan backfired.

He walked, avoiding every eye he comes across.

It led him to a hilltop near their dorm.

It was quiet, empty and dark. Just what he needs right now.

From there, he screams. Hoarse and long. He needed to let it out after holding it in for the whole week. He was crying at the same time. He just wanted to be real and organic. Why did people judge him so much for being human?

"Yah. Could you please keep it down?" a soft voice mellowed beside him.

"Aaahhh!" he yelped a bit. "Oh, you scared me." he sighed seeing a girl sitting under a tree behind him. He held his chest to keep the palpitation down.

The girl was wearing a dress with a hoodie over, he can tell. She also had sunglasses on and she was sitting cross legged.

"Yah, please just keep quiet? I'm trying to listen to movie instrumentals." she said softly again. Now he noticed that you were in fact, wearing earphones. Well, was.

"Ah.. I'm sorry. I just needed to let out some steam." he mumbled.

"Tell me about it. What's your problem? Perfect girlfriend cheating on you after all this time?" she asked, stretching her legs and keeping one earphone on.

"No. But I guess you can say similar?" he giggled a bit, wiping off some tears. "I bet that's your situation since you brought it up?"

"Please. Me? Dating? The closest thing I have to a boyfriend are the male leads in audio-books I listen to." she giggled making Hoseok smile a bit.