BTS Imagines

Rapmon

Rap monster has been on tour for the past six months, and lately he's been feeling a huge mix of emotions at the thought of finally coming back home. 

Relief cause their tour if finally finished, happiness because they get a break of two months, excitement for seeing his family again and fear, because he cant wait to see his girlfriend, Anya. It's weird that he feels scared right? But it has been so long. Even though they talk occasionally, lately their conversations have been cut short due to her work and other appointments. He's quite baffled cause it used to be him who would cut their talks but now its her. He cant help but feel that she might not have time for him or worse,

He'd already been replaced. 

Then again he would remember what she would ALWAYS say to make him feel better. 

"Dont over think love." 

He loved it when she called him that. Makes him feel too loved and important. 

"YAH HYUNG! You wanna see your wife or not?" Jungkook said from behind him. They were now by the plane gate, in line for boarding. 

"She's not my wife guys." he chuckled. 

"At least not yet." Jin smiled from the side. 

True enough Rapmon has his heart set on marrying his girl. They've been together for four frikkin years and she's been with her through everything. Good or bad. As he entered the plane he cant help but remember the time he was full on stressed for the release of their new full length album and he lashed out on her. 

It was a week before the final album was to be submitted to their CEO for final inspection. Rapmon was still in the office, editing final effects on some of the vocal lines voices. But he would sometimes get a feel that he had to change some lyrics so he went to it. 

He would call the other members for their opinion but sometimes they dont agree to his changes and this was one of those days. He had to re-record the voices he just deleted which caused more pressure to him and the boys. Then all of a sudden, a company staff came in.

"Namjoon.... I'm sorry for this news but... the staff lost the USB you gave us with the final songs that we were supposed to---"

"WHAAT!? HOW THE HELL WOULD YOU LOSE THAT?! YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THAT IS!!" he lashed out standing up from his seat. That was the USB that had EVERYTHING that was to be placed in the album and now it was gone. 

"I really apologize. We tried our best to retrieve it but---"

"If you didnt find it, that means you didnt do a good job at fuckin finding it!!!" the employee was taken back by his language and was about to reply but someone came in through the door.

"What is going on here!!??" Anya came in holding a plastic bag probably filled with food for Rapmon.

"Ms. Lee! Uhm.. nothing---"

"Nothing Anya just come back later." Rapmon rudely said.

"Namjoon. What is going on? Why do you have to shout at him?" she asked calmly.

"Why do you care?! You have nothing to do with this!" he retorted.

"Namjoon calm down! Dont shout at him if he has a problem!"

"Well you would be shouting at him too if he's lost the one thing that you worked fuckin hard on now would you?!"

"Namjoo--" 

"JUST LEAVE DAMMIT! I DONT NEED YOU HERE!! YOURE JUST MAKING THINGS WORSE!!" he screamed. But all of a sudden, his pupils dilated and it was just then he realized who he was talking to.