BTS Imagines

Suga

His slow breathing increased.

His chest suddenly rising and falling a little fast.

His arms spread out on the bed.

But it wasn't supposed to be.

It was supposed to be around you.

Like it always is.

Was.

Yoongi's eyes opened to see the under side of his comforter. Faint light seeping through. He slowly removed it from his face and faced the ceiling. It was dark but there was faint light coming from the side wall.

He looked towards it, finding your Anpanman night light. He remembered the night he first saw you plug it in.

"It's anpanman because it reminds me of you." She smiled plugging it in. Satisfied with the faint light, she stood up and walked back to the bed.

"Really? Just because of our song?" he laughed.

"Yes. You're the new generation anpanman right? New superhero?" you smirked, eyes squinting.

"Yea yea. Only for you though." he smiled, cuddling you closer and kissing your forehead.

It seemed so long ago when it was just 5 month since that night.

Five months since you plugged it in.

Four months since you first exchanged your feelings.

He just came home from a week in Japan.

Tired and groggy, he found you in the kitchen, sitting patiently and smiling suddenly upon seeing him. Coming closer, he found a few dishes and hot chocolate, definitely prepared by you.

"I know you're tired, but eat a little. I know you don't get to eat much when travelling." you stood up, dragging him to the seat beside you.

He just smiled, showing his appreciation. He knew you didn't have to hear the words. Actions is what drew you to him in the first place.

But he felt like he wasn't doing much actions either so he leaned his head against your shoulder as you added marshmallows to the hot cocoa.

"I love you y/n..."

Her hands stopped. She looked down, eyes wide, brows furrowed. Then, she smiled softly.

"I love you too, Yoongi."

You kissed his forehead, handing him the cocoa. Him just enjoying the silence with you after a whole week of music and scream filled ears.

Four months since you exchanged your feelings.

Three months since you adopted your first puppy.

Two months since you went to New York for work.

One month since she found you in your shared apartment. Body locked with someone else.

You walked in, dragging your suitcase from that trip to Manhattan for NY Fashion week.

You wondered why Yoongi wasn't able to pick you up from the airport when the other boys said they're free for the week.

The question was answered when you walked into the kitchen.

Bottles were everywhere. Some half empty, some even broken.

Clothes were on the floor too.

And the love of your life, buried in someone else. Someone slim, paler, blonde and kissing him like there's no tomorrow.

"Yoongi.."

His panting head turned to you. Hooded eyes suddenly widened at your teary ones. The lady's eyes widened too.

"You didn't tell me you had a girlfriend!" she screamed pushing him off. Yoongi looked lost looking between you two.

"He didn't tell me either." you whimpered.

"Jagiya--" he started.

"Don't." you shook your head. Eyes and face, mad now.

The lady stood up, dressed and ran out of the apartment leaving you too. He pulled his pants up following you as you were walking towards the door.

"Wait, please. It's just it's been long and I was drunk and I---"

"One month Yoongi!" you screamed turning, tears finally flowing. "I was gone for just a month! You'd be gone longer but have you ever walked home to me with someone else?"

He was speechless. Eyes pouring now too.

With one last shake of your head, you took out an envelope from your bag and threw it at him. Hitting him just at the foot.

"Take it. Use it for you and your new... project."

Then you left.

It's been a month. Since he's been alone. Waiting for you.

He couldn't believe he screwed it up.

He sat up, taking the envelope from his side table. Inside was a travel itinerary. For two.

You were planning to bringing him everywhere with you. To all the shows you were invited to, to different parties and countries.

Plane ticket, hotel bookings, travel passes, lounge id's, event tickets. The works.

And for the first time since you left, he saw the sticky note inside.

Yoongi-ah.

How about we finally show the world our love for each other?

Let's get lost together.

He blinked.

You loved him.

He loves you. So much.

Without a second thought, he stood up and ran to his closet. Grabbing any clothing he has and stuffing them in a suitcase.

He dressed and rushed to the airport.

He needed you.

You left first but he'll follow you all around the world.

Until both of you can come back home. Together.