💓My Baby Boy💓ColbyxJake ddlb

Chapter Four

"Baby what are you doing?" 

I quickly shove everything back in the box and shove it under the counter.

"I..umm...using the b-bathroom." I asked it as more of a question then an answer.                         

"Why?" 

"Because you have been in here for a long time. I'm worried. Are you ok." He tries opening the door. Failing because I locked it.

"Yeah I'm f-fine." I wanted to burst into tears. I wanted him to hold me and to tell me that I'm going to be okay. I can't remember the last time someone did that to me (literally same).

Colby's POV

"Baby boy please let me in." I asked. I know he was cutting again. I want to make sure he's okay. I love him wait... did I just say I love him. What am I talking about I do love him. More than anything in this whole entire world. I will do anything and everything to keep him safe. But the hardest part is going to be keeping him safe from himself. I don't know why I asked him if he was okay. I know he's not. All I want to do is hold him and tell him that I'm going to help him through this. Not going to tell him that it's okay because it's not. Cutting is not okay. I would never wish that upon anyone to hurt themselves or be pushed to a point where they have to harm themselves. I hear him sobbing. Oh my baby boy. I try opening the door again with no luck. I remember there's a spare key to the bathroom in his bedroom side-table. I quickly open side table drawer. I grab the key and swiftly walk back to the door. I quickly open the door. I see my baby boy on the floor crying his eyes out. I sit on the floor and pulled him into my lap. He wraps his legs around my back in his arms around my neck. I know he's probably bleeding but if this moment I don't care. I just want him to know I'm going to be there for him. I don't have to say anything because I know he knows by the way I'm hugging him. I rub small circles around his back until I hear the sobs turn into cries and the cries turn in whimpers. I pull away look into his eyes. His beautiful tear-stained face. I stand up still holding him. And set him on the counter. I turn on the water  so it's warm.  Then I go outside the bathroom and grab a washcloth. I returned to the bathroom and run the washcloth under the warm running water. I grab his arm and gently wipe it with the washcloth. I make sure to be gentle because I don't want to hurt him any worse. I make my movements swift but gentle. I finished one arm and move to the other. I repeat the same steps until his arms look a little bit better. There is no better because those guys are going to be there for a long time but they look better I guess. I get some Neosporin and rub some on his arms. I grabbed bandages wrapped his arms. I put the stuff away and pick him back up again. He snuggles his face into my neck. I like it. I go back to the bed and lay down on my back. So he's laying on top of me. As soon as I get comfortable I hear lights snores. His breathing has deepened and everything seems "okay" for the moment. I think about all the events that have just happened. His tear-stained face. How I wish I can make all of his problems go away. With that I fall asleep.

Next morning

I wake up with Jake still on top of me. He looks so peaceful. I grabbed my phone and check the time. Its 10:37. I hold my arm out on the side closest to the wall and put my other arm around his hip. I gently roll over catching the top half of his body with my arms. Letting his feet gently hit the bed. I pulled my arms out from under him and pull the blanket over top of him. I grab my phone and walk to my room. I grabbed a pair of joggers and a hoodie. I put my phone in my pocket and walked downstairs. I decided I would make breakfast for me and Jake. No one else is downstairs so I'm guessing everyone is still sleeping.

Lil time skip

I finished breakfast and put it onto plates. I walk up to Jake's room and push the door open with my foot. I see Jake on the bed but now laying on his stomach. He looks so adorable. I sat down our plates and go to wake him up. I sit down on his bed and shake him a little. It took a second but he eventually open his beautiful brown eyes. He looked at me for a second.

"Daddy I wanna sweap." He quickly shut his eyes.

"I know baby but I made breakfast." He peaked open one of his eyes.

"I will get up if I can has juice in my sippy and eats in bed. Pease?" I was gonna let him eat on his bed anyway so this worked out fine.

"Deal." I said.

"Yay!" He yelled.

"Shh baby if the roommates hear you the might get suspicious."

"Sowy daddy it was actsident."

 "It's okay just no yelling okay?"

"Owkay"

"Alright I will be right back I'm going to go get your juice." He just nooded in response. 

I went and grabbed one of his sippy cups and walk downstairs. I made sure to be quick just in case any of the roommates came down. I pour his juice and put it back. I've quickly jogged upstairs to see the little monster already eating. It's okay though I grabbed my plate and went to sit next to him. I gave him his juice and we both enjoyed our breakfast.