💓My Baby Boy💓ColbyxJake ddlb

Chapter Eleven

Jake's POV

I woke up wet. I started to cry. I cried for a while. I finally got myself together and decided I would clean it up myself. First I have to move daddy. This is gonna be hard. I know he is a heavy sleeper so I should be able to carry him without him waking up. I go over to him and pick him up. Then his eyes popped open. I almost dropped him.

"Baby what are you doing?"

"Nofin."

"Baby what's one of the rules?"

"No liein."

"So I'm going to ask you again. What are you doing?" I just started to cry. I put down daddy and ran into the bathroom. I locked the door and do the one thing I can turn to.

Trigger warning it's over when you get to the 💔
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I pull out my razor and started to slice my arm. I made deep red cuts. My little side hates when I cut. He thinks its so bad for me. It helps me express pain. I keep cutting and cutting. It seems like I have been cutting for years. Even though I only made six cuts.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------💔 I know Colby hates me. I'm so needy all the time. I'm such a big baby. Colby will probably leave me.

Colby's POV

After Jake put me down. Even though I didn't know he could pick me up. I check the bed and see its wet. That's why he was trying to move me. I took the sheets of and put them in the washer. I put the spare sheets on and go to the bathroom to get Jake. I knock on the door and hear him crying. I try and open it put its locked. I go and grab the spare key. I quickly open the door and see my little baby in a ball on the floor. I go and pick up a crying Jake.  He cried into my shoulder. I just couldn't get him to calm down. I go make him a bottle and pop it in the microwave. It finished and I took it out and put in his mouth. He slowly calmed down. I knew he had been cutting. I stopped him about mid bottle and took him to wash his cuts. I started to wash his them and he started to cry again. I quickly but thoroughly washed his cuts. He was balling by the time I was finished. I picked him up and rocked him. I feed him the rest of his bottle and he calmed down. He even fell asleep. I laid down Jake and just sat there. I couldn't sleep I was worried about Jake to much. I grabbed my computer. I looked up some vacation spots and found the perfect one. I booked it for a few weeks from now. I'm so excited to take my baby boy on vacation. When I went shopping on line I bought diapers just in case but I want him to use them just at night. I went in the nursery and grabbed one. I changed Jake even though he squirmed a bit. I felt better now knowing he won't have another accident and go cutting again. I laid down next to my lil baby and fell asleep.

Next day

Jake's POV

I woke up next to daddy. I felt something weird on my butt it was soft and I liked it. I pull up the blanket and see a diaper. I didn't go to sleep in this. Maybe daddy put it on me. I don't want him to think I'm weird. I shake daddy a lot. His eyes shoot open.

"What's wrong? Are you okay? What ha-"

"Daddy I'm fine." I pointed to the diaper.

"Oh yeah I thought you could where them at night only just in case."

"Owkay daddy." I get out of the bed and run to the kitchen. I hear Colby grunt and his footsteps. I run and hide in the closet.

"Is he in here?" I stayed silent.

"Is he in here??" I giggled.

"Is my baby boy in here???" He opened the door and picked me up.

"Guess who came to vist?"